Friday, September 7, 2012
Hating Your Parents
I know you use your kids as a tool for being more special, but I must admit there seems to be something going around of kids despising their parents or feeling too close to really get close. It seems almost like a law of nature. I used to like being cozy with my parents, but I eventually found other people to be more mushy and to affect me like that and I liked it a lot but with my parents I was used to holding myself in and being serious, for some reason. Well, my mom is Chinese-Indonesian and my dad is a little Native Amercian.
Your Own Kids
It seems people are always only vying for their biological kids.
It seems there are no exceptions for things in like calming down. I wonder how that gets dealt with in all instances. :(
It seems there are no exceptions for things in like calming down. I wonder how that gets dealt with in all instances. :(
Dream
I don't remember all of it. I was in class and had a friend. This one teacher was there and partly paying attention to me. She for some reason held my hand as I went out and I was supposed to go to a little office to do something. There was this big lady with black hair, kinda casual, and for some reason she picked me up and dangled me on the side at the office. I felt sheltered, though. I just felt where she held me. I didn't really like it.
There was another dream. I was supposed to go somewhere. I was supposed to spend time with someone. It seemed it was practice. I went to the place I was to leave with my mom, thinking I'd be spending time with her. I waited with another girl with blonde|dyed blonde hair, straight and smooth in a ponytail, medium-tall, kinda casual, kinda serious, with like a squared and more pointed chin. I thought she'd be the one I was with, but I guess it was something different. We were to go like on a bus and maybe go to different things like at camp. We got there somehow. People did stuff in front. I was wondering if Ellen DeGeneres was in charge, for some reason, because it was kinda like it, except I think we were outside. It seemed almost as if the stage was domed off. Anyway, I went up and someone gave me a folder of something I had. I shook someone's hand who gave it to me. It was "Für Elise." The guy, who at first I thought was a white girl, was a fair black guy. He asked if I needed time to practice. I was allowed a minute. I said I didn't but then said okay and played through it looking at the notes.
I guess before there was another dream. It was like a diction|speech class, big and like at a gym. I was delayed for some reason but ended up finding my song to do for next class I think, "O Holy Night." Well, part of it, like maybe like 4 lines.
What was prominent was that lady picking me up. I almost felt someone else did. I guess this is the 2nd dream like that. I didn't really like it, but it was an interesting dream. Touching people to me is an interesting topic.
There was another dream. I was supposed to go somewhere. I was supposed to spend time with someone. It seemed it was practice. I went to the place I was to leave with my mom, thinking I'd be spending time with her. I waited with another girl with blonde|dyed blonde hair, straight and smooth in a ponytail, medium-tall, kinda casual, kinda serious, with like a squared and more pointed chin. I thought she'd be the one I was with, but I guess it was something different. We were to go like on a bus and maybe go to different things like at camp. We got there somehow. People did stuff in front. I was wondering if Ellen DeGeneres was in charge, for some reason, because it was kinda like it, except I think we were outside. It seemed almost as if the stage was domed off. Anyway, I went up and someone gave me a folder of something I had. I shook someone's hand who gave it to me. It was "Für Elise." The guy, who at first I thought was a white girl, was a fair black guy. He asked if I needed time to practice. I was allowed a minute. I said I didn't but then said okay and played through it looking at the notes.
I guess before there was another dream. It was like a diction|speech class, big and like at a gym. I was delayed for some reason but ended up finding my song to do for next class I think, "O Holy Night." Well, part of it, like maybe like 4 lines.
What was prominent was that lady picking me up. I almost felt someone else did. I guess this is the 2nd dream like that. I didn't really like it, but it was an interesting dream. Touching people to me is an interesting topic.
Views
So, some people think that if you mess up you have to always act differently. A lot of people believe in mistakes and reasons.
Also, some people's point is that they don't want anything interesting said.
Also, some people's point is that they don't want anything interesting said.
Tim Burton's Kids
It seems that before Tim Burton's son had a more watery look, whereas their daughter did after.
Being Stimulated
I've gotten over feeling stimulated in a way I don't want to be, not sure why I ever had to feel that, must have been set up. It was actually pleasurable.
Feeling
When you feel something, do you feel it totally? I know some locations do the real thing in life.
Dream
I had a dream my middle finger had a white part on my nail, and then I just saw a picture of Tim Burton like that.
A Critical Side
I found Tim Burton and Johnny Depp to have a critical side they do not reveal. They seem to judge you for the pressure that's gone through your head.
Feeling in Pieces
I tend to feel things in pieces and not all at once.
I don't know why, but I feel things more from people from the midwest, even before I lived there.
I don't know why, but I feel things more from people from the midwest, even before I lived there.
Feeling
So ... I forget, like, I like to go on feeling something, but we all die and get over feeling things. Maybe, that depends on how we take care of ourselves. I tend to feel like a little from time to time. I guess we have to fix ourselves to fix right.
Messing Up
I don't really get why if you're a better person if you mess up in something radical that you have to feel worse about yourself and to an unhealthy point than others in the same reasons for being in situations.
Process
Are we in the process of getting me to mess up where others don't and then to slowly play around with my thoughts until we're tired?
Helena Bonham Carter
I wonder how long Helena Bonham Carter will be learning from and helping Tim Burton.
Minor Roles
It seems Tim Burton and Helena Bonham Carter will have some kinks in their next project, like you know, how they did Sweeney Todd, Alice in Wonderland, and then Dark Shadows.
Johnny Depp played a minor role like Helena Bonham Carter in one of his movies.
Johnny Depp played a minor role like Helena Bonham Carter in one of his movies.
Race
It seems that if you are with a person, you know them, like you've raised them from birth as a person.
I don't know about biologically. That might have something to do with like race.
I don't know about biologically. That might have something to do with like race.
Kids
Why are kids all different? I know I make compensations, but I'm still a person. I know things don't always work out. Some people think it's worse to be bad.
All-Knowing
I guess Chloë Moretz living briefly in the South and moving to NYC and becoming a child actor knows what I'm doing, but I'm the one who actually does it.
What Happens
Ever wonder what topic we were on to begin with?
It seems the hype is about people from the North thinking like people from the South.
It seems the hype is about people from the North thinking like people from the South.
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