Saturday, September 1, 2012
Tim Burton Versus Johnny Depp
For some reason, I'm pretty adamant as a person about Tim Burton but with Johnny Depp am more of a distant fan. I can get into him, though. :| I guess anyone could if they were used to people like them or something.
Tacky?
People will be upset to find those they look up to can't be looked up to if you can't look up to who you look up to.
Preferences
Sometimes I do feel inner turmoil as to whether to like Tim Burton or Johnny Depp, but they're both very modern and Tim Burton is older.
Hurting Younger and Older People
You can hurt younger people, but it must be harder to hurt older people.
Trouble
If people are mad racially, that means they thinks there's an alternate thing that could be done.
Why do some people want to involve me just for trouble?
Why do some people want to involve me just for trouble?
Discipline Versus Reasons
Some countries are more interested in discipline and others in like reasons.
Being Good Is Showing Off
Why are people so obsessed with the meaning behind intent? Like, they think being good is showing off.
..I founded a recording!
Trigger Response
I guess a lot of non-Europeans go by like a trigger response, something they don't remember why they do but they have a reason for.
Competent People
So, we know you need attractive performers, but what about writers, what defines a success story?
Something I Don't Really Do.. :o
I don't really temper what I do to slowly taper around something I want to blame someone for. I usually figure it out pretty quickly. ^99^
Listening to Music
ludwig van beethoven - concerto per pianoforge e orchestra in sol maggiore no. 4 op. 58
That's in Italian..
I'm recording songs in 2 lists for my future kids. 8p
Italy, nice YouTube site, too: http://youtu.be/x-lPdHg5fBY
Still listening to it to see if I like it.
Wait don't listen to that it's the wrong one!
That's in Italian..
I'm recording songs in 2 lists for my future kids. 8p
Italy, nice YouTube site, too: http://youtu.be/x-lPdHg5fBY
Still listening to it to see if I like it.
Wait don't listen to that it's the wrong one!
That Sculpted Look
Why does every other generation exemplify having no rounded areas in the face? Like at the muscle or something? :( That's probably one reason I got turned down at the agencies so far.
Not Hiding Anything ^99^
I don't know why people think I'm hiding something just because other people are.
Stimulation for Torture
I don't understand the tactic of stimulating someone about you and others torturing them.
Trying to Get Where I Want to Be
It feels like there were things I was supported to do before that I should be now that randomly am not for no reason.
Also, it feels like I'm going through something I don't want to go to, trying to get where I want to be.
Also, it feels like I'm going through something I don't want to go to, trying to get where I want to be.
Need Perfection
I need things to be perfect because I found I was in a healing process, as well, not sure if it's because of my ear.
Dreams
They're hard to recall now.
I know there was one where there were a bunch of people. My grandma was there and she came in and smiled like someone I went with. I went with this person to like our fantasy place. There was like a moat and we had "dogs" which were like monster Harry Potter dogs. Like, they had all these details, like were hard and horny and like a bluish blackish silvery color. They had the body of like a dinosaur with plates and horns on them and their head just barely resembled that of a dog, probably no floppy ears. That's interesting because Tim Burton is doing a movie on dogs and also recently posted a video of how he likes monsters. So, I perched on a tree with some other weighted down dark grayish, slimy, maybe scaly creatures. I was on a higher branch, safe from some predators. I'm not sure what the other person was doing. So, I've had dreams where I could sustain myself in air, and we did that. We came back.
We sat at a long table. I was like at a class, and this person reached across the table and touched my hand. So, I willed that another person do that later, and they did. They were both adults to me. I willed different things and they happened, though not in substance. The 2nd person came over to me and we ended up going away. It wasn't really that cool, nor do I get why it was so dilapidated. Had a slightly bad evening.
Anyway, the big room where the person smiled at me was like dark and dim with a maybe bright brown table and some dark bluish sofas and I was on the floor with the other person I flew around with for awhile.
I don't know if there was anything amazing about this dream, maybe when the 2nd person sat down, maybe when I started to see the dogs. It's like I've become brain dead from listening to classical music. Mainly, now, what's my problem is a pimple in my ear that hurts. I think it's made me fall apart. I also ran out of vitamin C. I could get some today, but I'm not sure if I will. I need to submit to some local agencies this week and think one will accept me. I think I got turned down by 3 for 6 months.
So, the dream seems pretty dilapidated and dirty. I didn't make it to the shower last night. I guess last night's dream was better. My ear really has made me feel falling apart. I might not work out until it heals. It's a more acute yet watered down pain, today. Also, I didn't feel as settled after supper. It seems things have a tendency to turn around and nip me in the butt. I feel people have treated me unfairly and that my life could have been better, otherwise. I am happy for each moment that comes about, though. I used to not be like that, really. I know when something bad happens something good follows, like when it's not your responsibility.
The place we were flying around in was like a dinosaur jungle, dimly lit. It was the main feature of the dream. It's funny for some reason I thought of a plane before and after the dream, too, so it disturbs me that my dreams are spitefully manipulated and tracked. Yesterday, I got up like any other day, but some people are really antsy and won't make things go. Then, they might try to go back on your word that things are okay, later. So, not only was it not a good evening, but I don't know what to look forward to today. Some people really don't make sense and don't care about you.
So, I hope my dreams become substantial. I remember when life was grand and people were more submissive. Submissive to understand.
I guess for some reason I felt bad yesterday, not sure why, not as mad, anymore. My ear is really bothering me. It's changed my whole body. I hope the healing process after it's better goes rather quickly. I guess it's like having a fever but not as bad.
I know there was one where there were a bunch of people. My grandma was there and she came in and smiled like someone I went with. I went with this person to like our fantasy place. There was like a moat and we had "dogs" which were like monster Harry Potter dogs. Like, they had all these details, like were hard and horny and like a bluish blackish silvery color. They had the body of like a dinosaur with plates and horns on them and their head just barely resembled that of a dog, probably no floppy ears. That's interesting because Tim Burton is doing a movie on dogs and also recently posted a video of how he likes monsters. So, I perched on a tree with some other weighted down dark grayish, slimy, maybe scaly creatures. I was on a higher branch, safe from some predators. I'm not sure what the other person was doing. So, I've had dreams where I could sustain myself in air, and we did that. We came back.
We sat at a long table. I was like at a class, and this person reached across the table and touched my hand. So, I willed that another person do that later, and they did. They were both adults to me. I willed different things and they happened, though not in substance. The 2nd person came over to me and we ended up going away. It wasn't really that cool, nor do I get why it was so dilapidated. Had a slightly bad evening.
Anyway, the big room where the person smiled at me was like dark and dim with a maybe bright brown table and some dark bluish sofas and I was on the floor with the other person I flew around with for awhile.
I don't know if there was anything amazing about this dream, maybe when the 2nd person sat down, maybe when I started to see the dogs. It's like I've become brain dead from listening to classical music. Mainly, now, what's my problem is a pimple in my ear that hurts. I think it's made me fall apart. I also ran out of vitamin C. I could get some today, but I'm not sure if I will. I need to submit to some local agencies this week and think one will accept me. I think I got turned down by 3 for 6 months.
So, the dream seems pretty dilapidated and dirty. I didn't make it to the shower last night. I guess last night's dream was better. My ear really has made me feel falling apart. I might not work out until it heals. It's a more acute yet watered down pain, today. Also, I didn't feel as settled after supper. It seems things have a tendency to turn around and nip me in the butt. I feel people have treated me unfairly and that my life could have been better, otherwise. I am happy for each moment that comes about, though. I used to not be like that, really. I know when something bad happens something good follows, like when it's not your responsibility.
The place we were flying around in was like a dinosaur jungle, dimly lit. It was the main feature of the dream. It's funny for some reason I thought of a plane before and after the dream, too, so it disturbs me that my dreams are spitefully manipulated and tracked. Yesterday, I got up like any other day, but some people are really antsy and won't make things go. Then, they might try to go back on your word that things are okay, later. So, not only was it not a good evening, but I don't know what to look forward to today. Some people really don't make sense and don't care about you.
So, I hope my dreams become substantial. I remember when life was grand and people were more submissive. Submissive to understand.
I guess for some reason I felt bad yesterday, not sure why, not as mad, anymore. My ear is really bothering me. It's changed my whole body. I hope the healing process after it's better goes rather quickly. I guess it's like having a fever but not as bad.
Making My Way
I don't know why only non-Europeans like me. I like I'm making my way. I felt encouraged to make it far because I already had.
Spacing Out
I do space out myself and forget stuff that's not important. How can you be thinking of lots of stuff at once? I mean you can. I know that, but are you really?
German American
I was thinking Johnny Depp was European in a more German way...I mean more German in an American way. I'm guessing he is mostly German. He at least has a lot, more than many people.
It's funny I could only think on IMDb somewhere, somewhat explained, to say he didn't seem German in a European way. I was thinking of Tim Burton a lot. That means I was thinking of something in an English way.
It's funny I could only think on IMDb somewhere, somewhat explained, to say he didn't seem German in a European way. I was thinking of Tim Burton a lot. That means I was thinking of something in an English way.
Something I'm Not
I don't get why people act like I'm something I hope I'm not and when I feel better is when I'm in pain, like on edge going crazy mending myself.
I don't believe in suffering.
I'm not really into things going wrong because someone bad is mad others are good. I don't believe in suffering.
Problems
I don't know what's wrong with Orlando, but it seems people have gone crazy with my musing at their problems ... I think the trouble started in Florida. I lived in southeastern Florida, at first.
People Who Move to Florida...
I shouldn't listen to people who move to Florida, at least usually. They tend to make things seem okay and get me to mess up to impress, like it's stuck up to be good and stuff.
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