So, with the paint brushes I was in a dark place lying down.
When I was being carried, since it's interesting, I was sorta comfortable but didn't want to see it.. :/ I sorta felt like I was flopping but was probably closer than I'd imagine. I was constantly in motion it seemed. Apparently, this person cared about me and liked me. I was actually trying to feel safe but not perverted, at all, like I was being stimulated in a silly way, which is something that sometimes I feel magneting me, if not often, though happy to know technically and in real life I don't do this. So sweet kids today are so over other people. I wasn't really stimulated at all. I was just being interacted with physically. I sorta felt loved, though. I was having a parent child relationship in which I felt comfortable for some reason and called the person Mom|Dad almost sorta under my breath. I was so happy. So happy to find such a nice person. :) After all, it was a scary environment. Not sure how that connects exactly, but it's how things were. :| Maybe for awhile I felt older for some reason but not really. It's funny, I just felt so comfortable in my dream, like I wanted more, like not that I was being carried but being cared about. I didn't really feel stimulated. I didn't feel silly, neither. Sorta European. :p It wasn't that physical, though. I had to think of it as it went along.
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