Friday, August 31, 2012
Pieces Things
I guess Helena Bonham Carter pieces things out because she's almost half Jewish. I thought she was less before. That's what Wiki said.
Like, her dad has a more detailed look, and her mom, who's mostly Jewish, has a more flattened out look.
Like, her dad has a more detailed look, and her mom, who's mostly Jewish, has a more flattened out look.
A Mix
It seems I couldn't have a life as good as my mom, nor as my dad, because I'm related to the other. I didn't simply receive approval of the strengths of both. Also, compared to others, supposedly I'd overall have it worse.
Getting By
I guess I need to not let things get to me.
I also like to go by without pleasant things changing, even if it doesn't seem factual.
I also like to go by without pleasant things changing, even if it doesn't seem factual.
Not as Special
I feel as though nothing is there for me in the world. Like, I can't cry out to anyone. Nothing matters.
Letting Others in Your Home
If people are mad at complex things, why not let others into your own home?
Tim Burton's and Helena Bonham Carter's Relationship
Why are Tim Burton and Helena Bonham Carter so private about their relationship?
"Frankenweenie"
I used to be under the illusion that Tim Burton's drawings were better than the clay remakes, but now I like the clay remakes at least of Frankenweenie.
Super-Imposing
I guess Tim Burton seems to be imposing to show off he's there for us, so my supposedly being there for Chloë Moretz is strangely justified.
My family is not from the south nor the area Tim Burton|Johnny Depp is from. However, I'm from the same heritage and somehow they interest me to an extreme. I haven't been exposed much but had to function in my given stratosphere.
My family is not from the south nor the area Tim Burton|Johnny Depp is from. However, I'm from the same heritage and somehow they interest me to an extreme. I haven't been exposed much but had to function in my given stratosphere.
Overly Serious
What do you think of people who don't really act serious but mold over themselves as that?
Making up For
People are just tearing away at me finding they have flaws I don't, lacking certain things, per se.
Shoes
For a project in 1997|8, when I was 11, I asked, since it was swarming around, if you liked - a group project - shoes or clothes better. A girl said her older sister said that was so insulting or "stupid" or something. I'm pretty sure, maybe even the very girl, claimed to like shoes so much better or something.. :p
Some Things
I just "don't do" some things, like belittle myself in outrageous ways. Well, in some ways I do. }:]
Clothes Set out for Each Specific Adult Age
It seems there are clothes set out for each specific adult age.
Suffering
I noticed my parents make me suffer the cruelties of the world and that the only way they do is through their kid|s.
Not in Time?
So, Johnny Depp and Tim Burton think they're different from most people and that others don't deserve to be better than them because they weren't famous in time?
Hatred
People just seem to have a lot of hatred for me.
I don't see why that was necessary. Seems suspicious, things going good for me. I'm outta here. In the healing process as we speak.
I don't see why that was necessary. Seems suspicious, things going good for me. I'm outta here. In the healing process as we speak.
The Wrong Kind of Attention
Why would you like take positive attention for granted and revel in the wrong kind?
About When I Plan to Watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show"
I might not even go to the movies tonight. I just find myself occupied. I have to submit to some casting agencies. Maybe, when I'm more settled, I will. Who knows, though. It just seems I'm in some healing process, still. :|
Imperfection
If my parents didn't know things about me why get mad when I'm not all knowing, that fixing it doesn't work. That I should be punished. Like if I do something that seems funny, not really "what" I should be doing, but isn't as bad as they seem to claim.
Also, I'm never mean, but I don't like submit to if I feel insulted.
Also, I'm never mean, but I don't like submit to if I feel insulted.
Why
Why are things okay for Johnny Depp's daughter that aren't okay for us? Like, supposedly everything she does is right. I feel my life has been thinking I'm not that good because of Johnny Depp because I'm slightly jealous of his fame.
Too Different
Why do people think that something they don't like is a relief from not thinking of they want but too much?
Getting Fat
It seems like every time I get fat, something goes wrong.
I don't feel particularly over-fed, just under-exercised.
I don't feel particularly over-fed, just under-exercised.
Self-Sufficience
I guess you're not supposed to mess with self-sufficient people. Too bad I failed at life, but I didn't totally fail.
Inconvenience
It seems things are made inconvenient in order to punish is for not taking opportunities, in the past.
Waiting
Some people are only for people who do a lot of thinking before they get stimulated, at all.
What's Going Around
I guess what's going around is that some people aren't perfect and deserve to get in movies.
Also, some people just want the benefit of being with prestigious people who are amiable, as well.
Also, some people just want the benefit of being with prestigious people who are amiable, as well.
Rubbing It In
Why do people rub in the mistakes of Asians?
Also, they are the only hated race, which can't communicate with other races. There is a sentiment about not being Native American if you're Asian. There's also a sentiment of not being something solid like Chinese-Indonesian. There's also a sentiment against having a healthy mom. 8|
Also, they are the only hated race, which can't communicate with other races. There is a sentiment about not being Native American if you're Asian. There's also a sentiment of not being something solid like Chinese-Indonesian. There's also a sentiment against having a healthy mom. 8|
The reason I Tweeted Chloë Moretz was because I felt invited seeing Justin Bieber on a late talk show. I was Tweeting Taylor Swift, and I followed Ellen DeGeneres form her, too. Maybe, before, I saw Chloë Moretz, unsure. Not sure if I responded.
Casual Versus Not
So, do you seem guilty skirting to be too nice? Is that something instilled in the brain?
Encouragement
I told Chloë Moretz I hoped she worked with Tim Burton again. Though, now I know it should have been a big deal more, which it was in reality, just seemed it was all about Johnny, when it wasn't, it was about Helena Bonham Carter and the other people, too.
So, maybe, she would develop more of a relationship if she were ready. I come from southeastern Florida, northeastern Florida, the Cleveland area, the New Orleans area, and Orlando. So, I pretty much connect with Tim Burton on a lot of levels and as a person. I think that's why with me the experience is more a build of preconceived ideas.
So, maybe, she would develop more of a relationship if she were ready. I come from southeastern Florida, northeastern Florida, the Cleveland area, the New Orleans area, and Orlando. So, I pretty much connect with Tim Burton on a lot of levels and as a person. I think that's why with me the experience is more a build of preconceived ideas.
Something to Do
People act like though I just don't deserve anything so think I shouldn't Tweet Chloë Moretz. Like, they think I'm like not in good condition. It's a good thing to do. I mean, you benefit from visiting a nursing home.
So should I have Tweeted Chloë Moretz? I could have done something else. Maybe, I just should not have Tweeted the other people, too. I'm not Tweeting them, anymore, just her and Ellen DeGeneres.
I'm guessing she didn't have it the best she could with Burton, but I really don't know why.
I think she liked me Tweeting, couldn't stop it, but was able to use it against me for stealing attention from Burton, though she talks to other people. I don't understand. One less might be good, but I dunno. I did Tweet her every day. She didn't have to read it. I posted that, too, I think. I just wanted to do it for my own good. It was unfortunate it clashed with Dark Shadows, but it was exciting for me. I mean it's her decision to Tweet. Johnny Depp, Helena Bonham Carter, and Tim Burton used to Tweet, until I got on Twitter. Johnny Depp said hi. Helena Bonham Carter added me. Tim Burton was talking about his lovely wife, left, and then came back. Well, technically, they are not married but are partners and parents.
I'm guessing she didn't have it the best she could with Burton, but I really don't know why.
I think she liked me Tweeting, couldn't stop it, but was able to use it against me for stealing attention from Burton, though she talks to other people. I don't understand. One less might be good, but I dunno. I did Tweet her every day. She didn't have to read it. I posted that, too, I think. I just wanted to do it for my own good. It was unfortunate it clashed with Dark Shadows, but it was exciting for me. I mean it's her decision to Tweet. Johnny Depp, Helena Bonham Carter, and Tim Burton used to Tweet, until I got on Twitter. Johnny Depp said hi. Helena Bonham Carter added me. Tim Burton was talking about his lovely wife, left, and then came back. Well, technically, they are not married but are partners and parents.
Preference
I know when I lived in Florida, where I'm from, I never knew why I did what I did. I just did what seemed customary. When I lived in the New Orleans area, everything was for a reason, every minute dimension. I lived in the New Orleans area for 9 years. I've lived in Florida for 18 years. Well, I 'm 26, so something like that. If only I knew what I was doing in Florida, though. Also, life seemed impossible if you didn't have pink skin, blue eyes, and blonde hair.
Useless
So, supposedly I'm just a hopeless case as far as being raised and expected to know how to act and do it. However, I think I was traumatized by racism and it affected my judgement and ability to be controlled.
I'm interested in how it affected my ability to be controlled. That could happen to a loved one and they would become weak and useless.
I'm interested in how it affected my ability to be controlled. That could happen to a loved one and they would become weak and useless.
Dream
It's hard to remember now. I was in bed relaxing, trying to enjoy myself, but things kept getting in the way.
Oh yea, I was at school. I went to class. I was in Talented Theater. It was the first day of high school. I went to Chemistry II, though, which was just called Chemistry. No, wait, it was the first day of the last year of high school in that way. We were in class, and I think the teacher liked me. I remember walking up the row. I was kinda in the middle. I remember picking an appropriate seat in a class, like near the middle.
Then, we went to eat. There were different kinds of "donuts." Cakes with icing, but like donuts, but it turned out most were something else, not much icing or a huge cake covered in frosting. There were actually lots of these cakes. Most people got these little baguette style donuts covered in pink and yellow icing, maybe not with sprinkles. There were like cases along a corner and in the middle.
I was walking around late. I found a like huge bon bon at a case with a register. The lady asked something ... didn't know what she said was in it. I'm pretty sure they had sprinkles. I think one was chocolate and one was pink and maybe one more, but as I looked it turned out there was one. I think my dream ended then.
And, yes, I was thinking of Tim Burton in my subconscious. Thought, it looks like I got bumped back. Oh, yea, I was supposed to look up a Jewish school in the area that I think also hosts college. I went to a Baptist school that hosted high school but left because it was unaccredited for college. I went to a Methodist conservatory of music during a hurricane, too. The Baptist school was in the New Orleans area, and the Methodist conservatory was at the top of the country under the Great Lakes.
The high school was like grayish and kinda big. I had a hard time trekking to it. I just did some strength training yesterday, Jillian Michaels. I also have a one that would help with breathing, endurance or cardiovascular. I guess I'll switch and do that one today. These videos have been lying around for almost a month. I got them at Target. I couldn't afford the one with the meal plan but probably have no need to use it. I'd been jogging, every day for a while, like months jogging nearly every day I think and maybe years jogging off and on. Growing up, I worked out, too. I also need time to think.
In my dream, I don't think I'd survive the Chemistry class. I was hoping I would. I guess I need to catch up on rest before I go about daily activities again.
Also, I got a pimple in my ear I think from using old waterproof temporary ... disposable ear plugs because they put pressure on my ear for a long time and I guess were dirty. It hurts even in reaction to classical music. It's concentrated the pain in my body in one place, like how you feel better actually after you're sick, except I don't feel like wiped out in the same way. I feel purified. I used the foam disposable ones again.
Oh yea, I was at school. I went to class. I was in Talented Theater. It was the first day of high school. I went to Chemistry II, though, which was just called Chemistry. No, wait, it was the first day of the last year of high school in that way. We were in class, and I think the teacher liked me. I remember walking up the row. I was kinda in the middle. I remember picking an appropriate seat in a class, like near the middle.
Then, we went to eat. There were different kinds of "donuts." Cakes with icing, but like donuts, but it turned out most were something else, not much icing or a huge cake covered in frosting. There were actually lots of these cakes. Most people got these little baguette style donuts covered in pink and yellow icing, maybe not with sprinkles. There were like cases along a corner and in the middle.
I was walking around late. I found a like huge bon bon at a case with a register. The lady asked something ... didn't know what she said was in it. I'm pretty sure they had sprinkles. I think one was chocolate and one was pink and maybe one more, but as I looked it turned out there was one. I think my dream ended then.
And, yes, I was thinking of Tim Burton in my subconscious. Thought, it looks like I got bumped back. Oh, yea, I was supposed to look up a Jewish school in the area that I think also hosts college. I went to a Baptist school that hosted high school but left because it was unaccredited for college. I went to a Methodist conservatory of music during a hurricane, too. The Baptist school was in the New Orleans area, and the Methodist conservatory was at the top of the country under the Great Lakes.
The high school was like grayish and kinda big. I had a hard time trekking to it. I just did some strength training yesterday, Jillian Michaels. I also have a one that would help with breathing, endurance or cardiovascular. I guess I'll switch and do that one today. These videos have been lying around for almost a month. I got them at Target. I couldn't afford the one with the meal plan but probably have no need to use it. I'd been jogging, every day for a while, like months jogging nearly every day I think and maybe years jogging off and on. Growing up, I worked out, too. I also need time to think.
In my dream, I don't think I'd survive the Chemistry class. I was hoping I would. I guess I need to catch up on rest before I go about daily activities again.
Also, I got a pimple in my ear I think from using old waterproof temporary ... disposable ear plugs because they put pressure on my ear for a long time and I guess were dirty. It hurts even in reaction to classical music. It's concentrated the pain in my body in one place, like how you feel better actually after you're sick, except I don't feel like wiped out in the same way. I feel purified. I used the foam disposable ones again.
Tricrkery and Maneuvering
I wonder why other people I know get warnings.
Also, why do you get rewarded a lot for not being as knowledgeable, whereas others don't?
Also, why do you get rewarded a lot for not being as knowledgeable, whereas others don't?
Danger Lurking Around Every Corner
So, people are mad I'm willing to do what you're supposed to because I'll get rewarded for it by people who are fun.
Question
I guess they don't want Helena Bonham Carter, like her daughter, to question if they're right.
Administer the Fact :)
If you think you "are" something, you have to be able to administer the fact through and through. :)
Both for and Against
How can people be both for and against the stereotype of the boy in the background at the beginning of this video from L.A. I think? YouTube
Reserved
If people can't pick and chose to be with Tim Burton since he's such an accomplished person ... how is Tim Burton so strict against every man, woman, and child about his dedication to Helena Bonham Carter and their kids?
Thursday, August 30, 2012
The English
People in England want to pretend they're French.
They see something that happens and think there are all these different reasons, but there aren't.
They see something that happens and think there are all these different reasons, but there aren't.
If They Don't Mean Anything?
So, why do you focus on unnecessary things if they don't mean anything?
I guess I shall state that I'm not sure how often I will be interacting on there. It might depend on my state. Right now I'm adamant for input on Tim Burton.
Not Ready, Yet
It's interesting how Tim Burton acts like kids aren't ready to meet him, and his girlfriend acts like his kids aren't ready to meet her.
Dreams
I know there was one dream. For some reason it existed that Tim Burton was in town where I live now .... Orlando. ^66^ I thought I'd be near Pirates of the Caribbean filming. Anyway, a college I'm signed up at it wasn't too late he was also teaching Art I for I think 1 credit hour and like Study of Art I for 2 credit hours. I signed up for the 1st one, and somehow it entered the realm that he was teaching the 2nd one. I fell asleep, too. I had the paper printed out. It felt like reality. There was this thing on our table like the crystal on your hand in Logan's Run. Anyway, then there were more things on it and I could apply to audition. It said something about spaces left, 1 I think.
Another dream I was picking something to wear to church. I had a nice brown tote bag but didn't bring it. I wore a short sleeved shiny short dress. I put over a long sleeved jacket that was brown and got out of the car and took it out. I was with my family. I wished I could play organ or be in choir. It was just a few people playing instruments, including saxophone and probably another brass or 2. We walked to the back of the church. I think at one point we were getting like program things, probably from an obese guy.
There was another dream that I was in the presence of Ellen DeGeneres, except she had sagging skin and more fat around her neck and made herself look older. I didn't go in the studio to watch the show, shy, but I actually talked to her every time she came out and went up to her, friendly. I was asking her questions.
I think first I had the dream about Ellen DeGeneres, then about church, then about Tim Burton.
I think at first, there was something where I was in this room waiting, like an oblong room. It was nicely furnished and the center of attention. I was in an oblong room in the mental hospital.
In the Tim Burton dream, I forget what I was ... oh yea, there was a conspiracy on if this was real. I really believed it was real. I like went through a few chambers or something and found it wasn't when I woke up. I was pretty sad when it wasn't real, like Scrat.
It was nice trying to get the attention of Ellen DeGeneres, though I don't know why this was happening. My dream was rather long, dreams, and what made me very relieved was I'd take a class from Tim Burton and be with him all day for a whole semester for 2 courses and he'd teach me drawing, which I already have learned to a degree. It makes me wonder because it was made out for me to think Chloë Moretz didn't really get that much direction from him. I really don't understand how and why Tim Burton would coach acting, but he should tell them his vision. I think it's good he does, though, but it's hard for me to grasp. I think most directors aren't as artsy and personal, like they act, too. All I can think of now is Drew Barrymore and Emma Thompson. I was thinking maybe if it was a big thing she was in Dark Shadows, like it was for Johnny Depp, maybe I shouldn't Tweet her. I guess I was worried or perhaps myself wanted the benefit of talking to her. I know I was wary of Mia Wasikowska in Alice in Wonderland, very much, and didn't want to get her attention. She is Polish-Australian. Chloë Moretz is American. I posted some things to Anne Hathaway, though. I guess it probably was a good thing I talked to Chloë Moretz, except people saw me as a guilty person for something I did. I don't know, though, maybe not. I saw Justin Bieber on a late night show and thought he wanted us to Tweet him. I Tweeted him and others every day for what seemed like a year, but I don't anymore. I do go back and Tweet some. It actually was a laborious process. Tumblr is a new success. It's much like Twitter. I don't use Facebook a whole lot. I mainly use IMDb to post about Tim Burton and Johnny Depp, as well as animations and what I watch in movie theaters twice a week, though lately I haven't been at the movie theaters twice a week as often due to events, and on the social board. I'm not sure where I'd go if it got busy. Someone from England there told me she posted there maybe years before I did in late 2008, though I was posting on other boards earlier that year, and she said it was really busy, I think maybe a handful of posts every minute. AOL News I tried to save some contacts on IM. I think there were posts like a page of whatever length of maybe 2 pages of 1 minute, something like that pace. I've lost lots of relationships on IMDb, already. I've made the most friends there. It's really hard to keep track of them because there's simply a big friends list with no organization and they can change their name and delete their account. That's not happened often. It's just really peculiar how there's just enough people to talk to on each main board. I pretty much "hold dear" the presence of every person on every board now. Before I guess it was more dramatic in a way, though, and you just wanted it to be as busy as possible, with as many interesting topics as possible. People at small boards on the internet kicked me out. People didn't talk to me much usually on MySpace and Facebook, and it's pretty quiet now and they don't utilize discussion boards I know on Facebook. You just comment in a stream on each famous page. I know before an Olympics's page was long. Busy. However, like, big pages like Tim Burton aren't. They are busy but not as much as you'd think. Ellen DeGeneres, also busy, but I wonder why like her IMDb board is quiet. So is Julie Andrews's now. Very quiet. There hasn't been a post in 2 months. I know the media stopped, and then last week it was released that she'd maybe get a fake voice. I've made little boards without huge success. I have my own board on IMDb now. I got it with IMDb Pro, which is I think $15 a month. There will always be lesser boards out there. I don't know if any good services, though, otherwise. I don't know, maybe the Tim Burton Collective would become useful. I know it should be busy and there aren't sufficient resources. I depended on giving out my identity in my profile to get attention of people I like. Now, I depend on giving a blog for people to follow. I have other sites, too, that are interesting.
Another dream I was picking something to wear to church. I had a nice brown tote bag but didn't bring it. I wore a short sleeved shiny short dress. I put over a long sleeved jacket that was brown and got out of the car and took it out. I was with my family. I wished I could play organ or be in choir. It was just a few people playing instruments, including saxophone and probably another brass or 2. We walked to the back of the church. I think at one point we were getting like program things, probably from an obese guy.
There was another dream that I was in the presence of Ellen DeGeneres, except she had sagging skin and more fat around her neck and made herself look older. I didn't go in the studio to watch the show, shy, but I actually talked to her every time she came out and went up to her, friendly. I was asking her questions.
I think first I had the dream about Ellen DeGeneres, then about church, then about Tim Burton.
I think at first, there was something where I was in this room waiting, like an oblong room. It was nicely furnished and the center of attention. I was in an oblong room in the mental hospital.
In the Tim Burton dream, I forget what I was ... oh yea, there was a conspiracy on if this was real. I really believed it was real. I like went through a few chambers or something and found it wasn't when I woke up. I was pretty sad when it wasn't real, like Scrat.
It was nice trying to get the attention of Ellen DeGeneres, though I don't know why this was happening. My dream was rather long, dreams, and what made me very relieved was I'd take a class from Tim Burton and be with him all day for a whole semester for 2 courses and he'd teach me drawing, which I already have learned to a degree. It makes me wonder because it was made out for me to think Chloë Moretz didn't really get that much direction from him. I really don't understand how and why Tim Burton would coach acting, but he should tell them his vision. I think it's good he does, though, but it's hard for me to grasp. I think most directors aren't as artsy and personal, like they act, too. All I can think of now is Drew Barrymore and Emma Thompson. I was thinking maybe if it was a big thing she was in Dark Shadows, like it was for Johnny Depp, maybe I shouldn't Tweet her. I guess I was worried or perhaps myself wanted the benefit of talking to her. I know I was wary of Mia Wasikowska in Alice in Wonderland, very much, and didn't want to get her attention. She is Polish-Australian. Chloë Moretz is American. I posted some things to Anne Hathaway, though. I guess it probably was a good thing I talked to Chloë Moretz, except people saw me as a guilty person for something I did. I don't know, though, maybe not. I saw Justin Bieber on a late night show and thought he wanted us to Tweet him. I Tweeted him and others every day for what seemed like a year, but I don't anymore. I do go back and Tweet some. It actually was a laborious process. Tumblr is a new success. It's much like Twitter. I don't use Facebook a whole lot. I mainly use IMDb to post about Tim Burton and Johnny Depp, as well as animations and what I watch in movie theaters twice a week, though lately I haven't been at the movie theaters twice a week as often due to events, and on the social board. I'm not sure where I'd go if it got busy. Someone from England there told me she posted there maybe years before I did in late 2008, though I was posting on other boards earlier that year, and she said it was really busy, I think maybe a handful of posts every minute. AOL News I tried to save some contacts on IM. I think there were posts like a page of whatever length of maybe 2 pages of 1 minute, something like that pace. I've lost lots of relationships on IMDb, already. I've made the most friends there. It's really hard to keep track of them because there's simply a big friends list with no organization and they can change their name and delete their account. That's not happened often. It's just really peculiar how there's just enough people to talk to on each main board. I pretty much "hold dear" the presence of every person on every board now. Before I guess it was more dramatic in a way, though, and you just wanted it to be as busy as possible, with as many interesting topics as possible. People at small boards on the internet kicked me out. People didn't talk to me much usually on MySpace and Facebook, and it's pretty quiet now and they don't utilize discussion boards I know on Facebook. You just comment in a stream on each famous page. I know before an Olympics's page was long. Busy. However, like, big pages like Tim Burton aren't. They are busy but not as much as you'd think. Ellen DeGeneres, also busy, but I wonder why like her IMDb board is quiet. So is Julie Andrews's now. Very quiet. There hasn't been a post in 2 months. I know the media stopped, and then last week it was released that she'd maybe get a fake voice. I've made little boards without huge success. I have my own board on IMDb now. I got it with IMDb Pro, which is I think $15 a month. There will always be lesser boards out there. I don't know if any good services, though, otherwise. I don't know, maybe the Tim Burton Collective would become useful. I know it should be busy and there aren't sufficient resources. I depended on giving out my identity in my profile to get attention of people I like. Now, I depend on giving a blog for people to follow. I have other sites, too, that are interesting.
Wednesday, August 29, 2012
Ripped Apart World
Why are people so antsy for you not to dream of maybe going into Hollywood? It comes naturally.
It's what's caused all the commotion. Somehow it's entered and affected my life.
It's what's caused all the commotion. Somehow it's entered and affected my life.
Stuck Up and Snobbish
Some people don't want to have to think of anything when they do anything.
Also, people think facts you know suggest things and that that suggests things in the same proportion against you.
Also, people think facts you know suggest things and that that suggests things in the same proportion against you.
A Challenge
Why would it hurt your feelings like if someone does something for another person, like that you wouldn't expect to be done to you ... but like somehow it seems to be like an insult or challenge to you?
Rectified
I see I had the wrong Twitter up maybe from my computer stopping working and me not saving my info.
Feeling Bad
I have to make a new site other than my MySpace because MySpace has ads. It's just that Yola and Weebly weren't working.
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