Thursday, August 30, 2012

So, It Seems That...

It seems some people just don't want you to enjoy themselves.

The English

People in England want to pretend they're French.

They see something that happens and think there are all these different reasons, but there aren't.

If They Don't Mean Anything?

So, why do you focus on unnecessary things if they don't mean anything?

New Photo of Me

Flickr

Unanswered

Why ask me a question you don't want answered?

Dream

Also, Ellen DeGeneres was walking and looking from the corner like those warped French cartoons.  I think I was tailing her on stairs.

Twitter

I guess I shall state that I'm not sure how often I will be interacting on there.  It might depend on my state.  Right now I'm adamant for input on Tim Burton.

Not Ready, Yet

It's interesting how Tim Burton acts like kids aren't ready to meet him, and his girlfriend acts like his kids aren't ready to meet her.

Dreams

I know there was one dream.  For some reason it existed that Tim Burton was in town where I live now .... Orlando.  ^66^  I thought I'd be near Pirates of the Caribbean filming.  Anyway, a college I'm signed up at it wasn't too late he was also teaching Art I for I think 1 credit hour and like Study of Art I for 2 credit hours.  I signed up for the 1st one, and somehow it entered the realm that he was teaching the 2nd one.  I fell asleep, too.  I had the paper printed out.  It felt like reality.  There was this thing on our table like the crystal on your hand in Logan's Run.  Anyway, then there were more things on it and I could apply to audition.  It said something about spaces left, 1 I think.

Another dream I was picking something to wear to church.  I had a nice brown tote bag but didn't bring it.  I wore a short sleeved shiny short dress.  I put over a long sleeved jacket that was brown and got out of the car and took it out.  I was with my family.  I wished I could play organ or be in choir.  It was just a few people playing instruments, including saxophone and probably another brass or 2.  We walked to the back of the church.  I think at one point we were getting like program things, probably from an obese guy.

There was another dream that I was in the presence of Ellen DeGeneres, except she had sagging skin and more fat around her neck and made herself look older.  I didn't go in the studio to watch the show, shy, but I actually talked to her every time she came out and went up to her, friendly.  I was asking her questions.

I think first I had the dream about Ellen DeGeneres, then about church, then about Tim Burton.

I think at first, there was something where I was in this room waiting, like an oblong room.  It was nicely furnished and the center of attention.  I was in an oblong room in the mental hospital.

In the Tim Burton dream, I forget what I was ... oh yea, there was a conspiracy on if this was real.  I really believed it was real.  I like went through a few chambers or something and found it wasn't when I woke up.  I was pretty sad when it wasn't real, like Scrat.

It was nice trying to get the attention of Ellen DeGeneres, though I don't know why this was happening.  My dream was rather long, dreams, and what made me very relieved was I'd take a class from Tim Burton and be with him all day for a whole semester for 2 courses and he'd teach me drawing, which I already have learned to a degree.  It makes me wonder because it was made out for me to think Chloë Moretz didn't really get that much direction from him.  I really don't understand how and why Tim Burton would coach acting, but he should tell them his vision.  I think it's good he does, though, but it's hard for me to grasp.  I think most directors aren't as artsy and personal, like they act, too.  All I can think of now is Drew Barrymore and Emma Thompson.  I was thinking maybe if it was a big thing she was in Dark Shadows, like it was for Johnny Depp, maybe I shouldn't Tweet her.  I guess I was worried or perhaps myself wanted the benefit of talking to her.  I know I was wary of Mia Wasikowska in Alice in Wonderland, very much, and didn't want to get her attention.  She is Polish-Australian.  Chloë Moretz is American.  I posted some things to Anne Hathaway, though.  I guess it probably was a good thing I talked to Chloë Moretz, except people saw me as a guilty person for something I did.  I don't know, though, maybe not.  I saw Justin Bieber on a late night show and thought he wanted us to Tweet him.  I Tweeted him and others every day for what seemed like a year, but I don't anymore.  I do go back and Tweet some.  It actually was a laborious process.  Tumblr is a new success.  It's much like Twitter.  I don't use Facebook a whole lot.  I mainly use IMDb to post about Tim Burton and Johnny Depp, as well as animations and what I watch in movie theaters twice a week, though lately I haven't been at the movie theaters twice a week as often due to events, and on the social board.  I'm not sure where I'd go if it got busy.  Someone from England there told me she posted there maybe years before I did in late 2008, though I was posting on other boards earlier that year, and she said it was really busy, I think maybe a handful of posts every minute.  AOL News I tried to save some contacts on IM.  I think there were posts like a page of whatever length of maybe 2 pages of 1 minute, something like that pace.  I've lost lots of relationships on IMDb, already.  I've made the most friends there.  It's really hard to keep track of them because there's simply a big friends list with no organization and they can change their name and delete their account.  That's not happened often.  It's just really peculiar how there's just enough people to talk to on each main board.  I pretty much "hold dear" the presence of every person on every board now.  Before I guess it was more dramatic in a way, though, and you just wanted it to be as busy as possible, with as many interesting topics as possible.  People at small boards on the internet kicked me out.  People didn't talk to me much usually on MySpace and Facebook, and it's pretty quiet now and they don't utilize discussion boards I know on Facebook.  You just comment in a stream on each famous page.  I know before an Olympics's page was long.  Busy.  However, like, big pages like Tim Burton aren't.  They are busy but not as much as you'd think.  Ellen DeGeneres, also busy, but I wonder why like her IMDb board is quiet.  So is Julie Andrews's now.  Very quiet.  There hasn't been a post in 2 months.  I know the media stopped, and then last week it was released that she'd maybe get a fake voice.  I've made little boards without huge success.  I have my own board on IMDb now.  I got it with IMDb Pro, which is I think $15 a month.  There will always be lesser boards out there.  I don't know if any good services, though, otherwise.  I don't know, maybe the Tim Burton Collective would become useful.  I know it should be busy and there aren't sufficient resources.  I depended on giving out my identity in my profile to get attention of people I like.  Now, I depend on giving a blog for people to follow.  I have other sites, too, that are interesting.