Friday, August 31, 2012
Johnny Depp Letting You Live
Johnny Depp lets you live. Tim Burton makes it seem like everything is impossible.
Waiting to Happen
People get irritated when I have a good time. I should be allowed to grow and develop.
Pleasure
Actors are mad at a challenge.
Also, people are wary of others wanting to live life like an actor.
Also, people are wary of others wanting to live life like an actor.
Tim Burton Worried?
I guess Tim Burton is upset if about people are hiding a violent interest in him because he directed Charlie and the Chocolate Factory ... rather just because of who he is.
Doesn't Have to Be True
People think that we get turned off and can't be turned on again, may be true but doesn't have to be.
Getting Turned On
Some people only get turned on around others.
Some people don't like it when their parents turn them on. Some people must get mad later.
Some people don't like it when their parents turn them on. Some people must get mad later.
Strengths to Please
So, Tim Burton's daughter displays strengths to please, supposedly that it's painful for others, but when certain people do it it's not. I've always been pretty patient for attention.
"Quality Not Quantity"
So, you can do things for better quality rather than to sacrifice because of others's misdeeds and petty whims.
Life Always Improves
It's all been about inducing guilt in me. It's not about other things. It's done in a positive way, though. This used to get me mad. Now, it's not as interesting in many ways, neither, though life always improves, it seems.
Why
So, why don't the directors in Hollywood and producers consider who should really play roles because it's not a game.
I just got turned down by 2 or 3 places.
I just got turned down by 2 or 3 places.
Things happen.
People tend to get antsy when I enjoy myself. There's not much for me to do in a way, otherwise. Things happen.
Pieces Things
I guess Helena Bonham Carter pieces things out because she's almost half Jewish. I thought she was less before. That's what Wiki said.
Like, her dad has a more detailed look, and her mom, who's mostly Jewish, has a more flattened out look.
Like, her dad has a more detailed look, and her mom, who's mostly Jewish, has a more flattened out look.
A Mix
It seems I couldn't have a life as good as my mom, nor as my dad, because I'm related to the other. I didn't simply receive approval of the strengths of both. Also, compared to others, supposedly I'd overall have it worse.
Getting By
I guess I need to not let things get to me.
I also like to go by without pleasant things changing, even if it doesn't seem factual.
I also like to go by without pleasant things changing, even if it doesn't seem factual.
Not as Special
I feel as though nothing is there for me in the world. Like, I can't cry out to anyone. Nothing matters.
Letting Others in Your Home
If people are mad at complex things, why not let others into your own home?
Tim Burton's and Helena Bonham Carter's Relationship
Why are Tim Burton and Helena Bonham Carter so private about their relationship?
"Frankenweenie"
I used to be under the illusion that Tim Burton's drawings were better than the clay remakes, but now I like the clay remakes at least of Frankenweenie.
Super-Imposing
I guess Tim Burton seems to be imposing to show off he's there for us, so my supposedly being there for Chloë Moretz is strangely justified.
My family is not from the south nor the area Tim Burton|Johnny Depp is from. However, I'm from the same heritage and somehow they interest me to an extreme. I haven't been exposed much but had to function in my given stratosphere.
My family is not from the south nor the area Tim Burton|Johnny Depp is from. However, I'm from the same heritage and somehow they interest me to an extreme. I haven't been exposed much but had to function in my given stratosphere.
Overly Serious
What do you think of people who don't really act serious but mold over themselves as that?
Making up For
People are just tearing away at me finding they have flaws I don't, lacking certain things, per se.
Shoes
For a project in 1997|8, when I was 11, I asked, since it was swarming around, if you liked - a group project - shoes or clothes better. A girl said her older sister said that was so insulting or "stupid" or something. I'm pretty sure, maybe even the very girl, claimed to like shoes so much better or something.. :p
Some Things
I just "don't do" some things, like belittle myself in outrageous ways. Well, in some ways I do. }:]
Clothes Set out for Each Specific Adult Age
It seems there are clothes set out for each specific adult age.
Suffering
I noticed my parents make me suffer the cruelties of the world and that the only way they do is through their kid|s.
Not in Time?
So, Johnny Depp and Tim Burton think they're different from most people and that others don't deserve to be better than them because they weren't famous in time?
Hatred
People just seem to have a lot of hatred for me.
I don't see why that was necessary. Seems suspicious, things going good for me. I'm outta here. In the healing process as we speak.
I don't see why that was necessary. Seems suspicious, things going good for me. I'm outta here. In the healing process as we speak.
The Wrong Kind of Attention
Why would you like take positive attention for granted and revel in the wrong kind?
About When I Plan to Watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show"
I might not even go to the movies tonight. I just find myself occupied. I have to submit to some casting agencies. Maybe, when I'm more settled, I will. Who knows, though. It just seems I'm in some healing process, still. :|
Imperfection
If my parents didn't know things about me why get mad when I'm not all knowing, that fixing it doesn't work. That I should be punished. Like if I do something that seems funny, not really "what" I should be doing, but isn't as bad as they seem to claim.
Also, I'm never mean, but I don't like submit to if I feel insulted.
Also, I'm never mean, but I don't like submit to if I feel insulted.
Why
Why are things okay for Johnny Depp's daughter that aren't okay for us? Like, supposedly everything she does is right. I feel my life has been thinking I'm not that good because of Johnny Depp because I'm slightly jealous of his fame.
Too Different
Why do people think that something they don't like is a relief from not thinking of they want but too much?
Getting Fat
It seems like every time I get fat, something goes wrong.
I don't feel particularly over-fed, just under-exercised.
I don't feel particularly over-fed, just under-exercised.
Self-Sufficience
I guess you're not supposed to mess with self-sufficient people. Too bad I failed at life, but I didn't totally fail.
Inconvenience
It seems things are made inconvenient in order to punish is for not taking opportunities, in the past.
Waiting
Some people are only for people who do a lot of thinking before they get stimulated, at all.
What's Going Around
I guess what's going around is that some people aren't perfect and deserve to get in movies.
Also, some people just want the benefit of being with prestigious people who are amiable, as well.
Also, some people just want the benefit of being with prestigious people who are amiable, as well.
Rubbing It In
Why do people rub in the mistakes of Asians?
Also, they are the only hated race, which can't communicate with other races. There is a sentiment about not being Native American if you're Asian. There's also a sentiment of not being something solid like Chinese-Indonesian. There's also a sentiment against having a healthy mom. 8|
Also, they are the only hated race, which can't communicate with other races. There is a sentiment about not being Native American if you're Asian. There's also a sentiment of not being something solid like Chinese-Indonesian. There's also a sentiment against having a healthy mom. 8|
The reason I Tweeted Chloë Moretz was because I felt invited seeing Justin Bieber on a late talk show. I was Tweeting Taylor Swift, and I followed Ellen DeGeneres form her, too. Maybe, before, I saw Chloë Moretz, unsure. Not sure if I responded.
Casual Versus Not
So, do you seem guilty skirting to be too nice? Is that something instilled in the brain?
Encouragement
I told Chloë Moretz I hoped she worked with Tim Burton again. Though, now I know it should have been a big deal more, which it was in reality, just seemed it was all about Johnny, when it wasn't, it was about Helena Bonham Carter and the other people, too.
So, maybe, she would develop more of a relationship if she were ready. I come from southeastern Florida, northeastern Florida, the Cleveland area, the New Orleans area, and Orlando. So, I pretty much connect with Tim Burton on a lot of levels and as a person. I think that's why with me the experience is more a build of preconceived ideas.
So, maybe, she would develop more of a relationship if she were ready. I come from southeastern Florida, northeastern Florida, the Cleveland area, the New Orleans area, and Orlando. So, I pretty much connect with Tim Burton on a lot of levels and as a person. I think that's why with me the experience is more a build of preconceived ideas.
Something to Do
People act like though I just don't deserve anything so think I shouldn't Tweet Chloë Moretz. Like, they think I'm like not in good condition. It's a good thing to do. I mean, you benefit from visiting a nursing home.
So should I have Tweeted Chloë Moretz? I could have done something else. Maybe, I just should not have Tweeted the other people, too. I'm not Tweeting them, anymore, just her and Ellen DeGeneres.
I'm guessing she didn't have it the best she could with Burton, but I really don't know why.
I think she liked me Tweeting, couldn't stop it, but was able to use it against me for stealing attention from Burton, though she talks to other people. I don't understand. One less might be good, but I dunno. I did Tweet her every day. She didn't have to read it. I posted that, too, I think. I just wanted to do it for my own good. It was unfortunate it clashed with Dark Shadows, but it was exciting for me. I mean it's her decision to Tweet. Johnny Depp, Helena Bonham Carter, and Tim Burton used to Tweet, until I got on Twitter. Johnny Depp said hi. Helena Bonham Carter added me. Tim Burton was talking about his lovely wife, left, and then came back. Well, technically, they are not married but are partners and parents.
I'm guessing she didn't have it the best she could with Burton, but I really don't know why.
I think she liked me Tweeting, couldn't stop it, but was able to use it against me for stealing attention from Burton, though she talks to other people. I don't understand. One less might be good, but I dunno. I did Tweet her every day. She didn't have to read it. I posted that, too, I think. I just wanted to do it for my own good. It was unfortunate it clashed with Dark Shadows, but it was exciting for me. I mean it's her decision to Tweet. Johnny Depp, Helena Bonham Carter, and Tim Burton used to Tweet, until I got on Twitter. Johnny Depp said hi. Helena Bonham Carter added me. Tim Burton was talking about his lovely wife, left, and then came back. Well, technically, they are not married but are partners and parents.
Preference
I know when I lived in Florida, where I'm from, I never knew why I did what I did. I just did what seemed customary. When I lived in the New Orleans area, everything was for a reason, every minute dimension. I lived in the New Orleans area for 9 years. I've lived in Florida for 18 years. Well, I 'm 26, so something like that. If only I knew what I was doing in Florida, though. Also, life seemed impossible if you didn't have pink skin, blue eyes, and blonde hair.
Useless
So, supposedly I'm just a hopeless case as far as being raised and expected to know how to act and do it. However, I think I was traumatized by racism and it affected my judgement and ability to be controlled.
I'm interested in how it affected my ability to be controlled. That could happen to a loved one and they would become weak and useless.
I'm interested in how it affected my ability to be controlled. That could happen to a loved one and they would become weak and useless.
Dream
It's hard to remember now. I was in bed relaxing, trying to enjoy myself, but things kept getting in the way.
Oh yea, I was at school. I went to class. I was in Talented Theater. It was the first day of high school. I went to Chemistry II, though, which was just called Chemistry. No, wait, it was the first day of the last year of high school in that way. We were in class, and I think the teacher liked me. I remember walking up the row. I was kinda in the middle. I remember picking an appropriate seat in a class, like near the middle.
Then, we went to eat. There were different kinds of "donuts." Cakes with icing, but like donuts, but it turned out most were something else, not much icing or a huge cake covered in frosting. There were actually lots of these cakes. Most people got these little baguette style donuts covered in pink and yellow icing, maybe not with sprinkles. There were like cases along a corner and in the middle.
I was walking around late. I found a like huge bon bon at a case with a register. The lady asked something ... didn't know what she said was in it. I'm pretty sure they had sprinkles. I think one was chocolate and one was pink and maybe one more, but as I looked it turned out there was one. I think my dream ended then.
And, yes, I was thinking of Tim Burton in my subconscious. Thought, it looks like I got bumped back. Oh, yea, I was supposed to look up a Jewish school in the area that I think also hosts college. I went to a Baptist school that hosted high school but left because it was unaccredited for college. I went to a Methodist conservatory of music during a hurricane, too. The Baptist school was in the New Orleans area, and the Methodist conservatory was at the top of the country under the Great Lakes.
The high school was like grayish and kinda big. I had a hard time trekking to it. I just did some strength training yesterday, Jillian Michaels. I also have a one that would help with breathing, endurance or cardiovascular. I guess I'll switch and do that one today. These videos have been lying around for almost a month. I got them at Target. I couldn't afford the one with the meal plan but probably have no need to use it. I'd been jogging, every day for a while, like months jogging nearly every day I think and maybe years jogging off and on. Growing up, I worked out, too. I also need time to think.
In my dream, I don't think I'd survive the Chemistry class. I was hoping I would. I guess I need to catch up on rest before I go about daily activities again.
Also, I got a pimple in my ear I think from using old waterproof temporary ... disposable ear plugs because they put pressure on my ear for a long time and I guess were dirty. It hurts even in reaction to classical music. It's concentrated the pain in my body in one place, like how you feel better actually after you're sick, except I don't feel like wiped out in the same way. I feel purified. I used the foam disposable ones again.
Oh yea, I was at school. I went to class. I was in Talented Theater. It was the first day of high school. I went to Chemistry II, though, which was just called Chemistry. No, wait, it was the first day of the last year of high school in that way. We were in class, and I think the teacher liked me. I remember walking up the row. I was kinda in the middle. I remember picking an appropriate seat in a class, like near the middle.
Then, we went to eat. There were different kinds of "donuts." Cakes with icing, but like donuts, but it turned out most were something else, not much icing or a huge cake covered in frosting. There were actually lots of these cakes. Most people got these little baguette style donuts covered in pink and yellow icing, maybe not with sprinkles. There were like cases along a corner and in the middle.
I was walking around late. I found a like huge bon bon at a case with a register. The lady asked something ... didn't know what she said was in it. I'm pretty sure they had sprinkles. I think one was chocolate and one was pink and maybe one more, but as I looked it turned out there was one. I think my dream ended then.
And, yes, I was thinking of Tim Burton in my subconscious. Thought, it looks like I got bumped back. Oh, yea, I was supposed to look up a Jewish school in the area that I think also hosts college. I went to a Baptist school that hosted high school but left because it was unaccredited for college. I went to a Methodist conservatory of music during a hurricane, too. The Baptist school was in the New Orleans area, and the Methodist conservatory was at the top of the country under the Great Lakes.
The high school was like grayish and kinda big. I had a hard time trekking to it. I just did some strength training yesterday, Jillian Michaels. I also have a one that would help with breathing, endurance or cardiovascular. I guess I'll switch and do that one today. These videos have been lying around for almost a month. I got them at Target. I couldn't afford the one with the meal plan but probably have no need to use it. I'd been jogging, every day for a while, like months jogging nearly every day I think and maybe years jogging off and on. Growing up, I worked out, too. I also need time to think.
In my dream, I don't think I'd survive the Chemistry class. I was hoping I would. I guess I need to catch up on rest before I go about daily activities again.
Also, I got a pimple in my ear I think from using old waterproof temporary ... disposable ear plugs because they put pressure on my ear for a long time and I guess were dirty. It hurts even in reaction to classical music. It's concentrated the pain in my body in one place, like how you feel better actually after you're sick, except I don't feel like wiped out in the same way. I feel purified. I used the foam disposable ones again.
Tricrkery and Maneuvering
I wonder why other people I know get warnings.
Also, why do you get rewarded a lot for not being as knowledgeable, whereas others don't?
Also, why do you get rewarded a lot for not being as knowledgeable, whereas others don't?
Danger Lurking Around Every Corner
So, people are mad I'm willing to do what you're supposed to because I'll get rewarded for it by people who are fun.
Question
I guess they don't want Helena Bonham Carter, like her daughter, to question if they're right.
Administer the Fact :)
If you think you "are" something, you have to be able to administer the fact through and through. :)
Both for and Against
How can people be both for and against the stereotype of the boy in the background at the beginning of this video from L.A. I think? YouTube
Reserved
If people can't pick and chose to be with Tim Burton since he's such an accomplished person ... how is Tim Burton so strict against every man, woman, and child about his dedication to Helena Bonham Carter and their kids?
Thursday, August 30, 2012
The English
People in England want to pretend they're French.
They see something that happens and think there are all these different reasons, but there aren't.
They see something that happens and think there are all these different reasons, but there aren't.
If They Don't Mean Anything?
So, why do you focus on unnecessary things if they don't mean anything?
I guess I shall state that I'm not sure how often I will be interacting on there. It might depend on my state. Right now I'm adamant for input on Tim Burton.
Not Ready, Yet
It's interesting how Tim Burton acts like kids aren't ready to meet him, and his girlfriend acts like his kids aren't ready to meet her.
Dreams
I know there was one dream. For some reason it existed that Tim Burton was in town where I live now .... Orlando. ^66^ I thought I'd be near Pirates of the Caribbean filming. Anyway, a college I'm signed up at it wasn't too late he was also teaching Art I for I think 1 credit hour and like Study of Art I for 2 credit hours. I signed up for the 1st one, and somehow it entered the realm that he was teaching the 2nd one. I fell asleep, too. I had the paper printed out. It felt like reality. There was this thing on our table like the crystal on your hand in Logan's Run. Anyway, then there were more things on it and I could apply to audition. It said something about spaces left, 1 I think.
Another dream I was picking something to wear to church. I had a nice brown tote bag but didn't bring it. I wore a short sleeved shiny short dress. I put over a long sleeved jacket that was brown and got out of the car and took it out. I was with my family. I wished I could play organ or be in choir. It was just a few people playing instruments, including saxophone and probably another brass or 2. We walked to the back of the church. I think at one point we were getting like program things, probably from an obese guy.
There was another dream that I was in the presence of Ellen DeGeneres, except she had sagging skin and more fat around her neck and made herself look older. I didn't go in the studio to watch the show, shy, but I actually talked to her every time she came out and went up to her, friendly. I was asking her questions.
I think first I had the dream about Ellen DeGeneres, then about church, then about Tim Burton.
I think at first, there was something where I was in this room waiting, like an oblong room. It was nicely furnished and the center of attention. I was in an oblong room in the mental hospital.
In the Tim Burton dream, I forget what I was ... oh yea, there was a conspiracy on if this was real. I really believed it was real. I like went through a few chambers or something and found it wasn't when I woke up. I was pretty sad when it wasn't real, like Scrat.
It was nice trying to get the attention of Ellen DeGeneres, though I don't know why this was happening. My dream was rather long, dreams, and what made me very relieved was I'd take a class from Tim Burton and be with him all day for a whole semester for 2 courses and he'd teach me drawing, which I already have learned to a degree. It makes me wonder because it was made out for me to think Chloë Moretz didn't really get that much direction from him. I really don't understand how and why Tim Burton would coach acting, but he should tell them his vision. I think it's good he does, though, but it's hard for me to grasp. I think most directors aren't as artsy and personal, like they act, too. All I can think of now is Drew Barrymore and Emma Thompson. I was thinking maybe if it was a big thing she was in Dark Shadows, like it was for Johnny Depp, maybe I shouldn't Tweet her. I guess I was worried or perhaps myself wanted the benefit of talking to her. I know I was wary of Mia Wasikowska in Alice in Wonderland, very much, and didn't want to get her attention. She is Polish-Australian. Chloë Moretz is American. I posted some things to Anne Hathaway, though. I guess it probably was a good thing I talked to Chloë Moretz, except people saw me as a guilty person for something I did. I don't know, though, maybe not. I saw Justin Bieber on a late night show and thought he wanted us to Tweet him. I Tweeted him and others every day for what seemed like a year, but I don't anymore. I do go back and Tweet some. It actually was a laborious process. Tumblr is a new success. It's much like Twitter. I don't use Facebook a whole lot. I mainly use IMDb to post about Tim Burton and Johnny Depp, as well as animations and what I watch in movie theaters twice a week, though lately I haven't been at the movie theaters twice a week as often due to events, and on the social board. I'm not sure where I'd go if it got busy. Someone from England there told me she posted there maybe years before I did in late 2008, though I was posting on other boards earlier that year, and she said it was really busy, I think maybe a handful of posts every minute. AOL News I tried to save some contacts on IM. I think there were posts like a page of whatever length of maybe 2 pages of 1 minute, something like that pace. I've lost lots of relationships on IMDb, already. I've made the most friends there. It's really hard to keep track of them because there's simply a big friends list with no organization and they can change their name and delete their account. That's not happened often. It's just really peculiar how there's just enough people to talk to on each main board. I pretty much "hold dear" the presence of every person on every board now. Before I guess it was more dramatic in a way, though, and you just wanted it to be as busy as possible, with as many interesting topics as possible. People at small boards on the internet kicked me out. People didn't talk to me much usually on MySpace and Facebook, and it's pretty quiet now and they don't utilize discussion boards I know on Facebook. You just comment in a stream on each famous page. I know before an Olympics's page was long. Busy. However, like, big pages like Tim Burton aren't. They are busy but not as much as you'd think. Ellen DeGeneres, also busy, but I wonder why like her IMDb board is quiet. So is Julie Andrews's now. Very quiet. There hasn't been a post in 2 months. I know the media stopped, and then last week it was released that she'd maybe get a fake voice. I've made little boards without huge success. I have my own board on IMDb now. I got it with IMDb Pro, which is I think $15 a month. There will always be lesser boards out there. I don't know if any good services, though, otherwise. I don't know, maybe the Tim Burton Collective would become useful. I know it should be busy and there aren't sufficient resources. I depended on giving out my identity in my profile to get attention of people I like. Now, I depend on giving a blog for people to follow. I have other sites, too, that are interesting.
Another dream I was picking something to wear to church. I had a nice brown tote bag but didn't bring it. I wore a short sleeved shiny short dress. I put over a long sleeved jacket that was brown and got out of the car and took it out. I was with my family. I wished I could play organ or be in choir. It was just a few people playing instruments, including saxophone and probably another brass or 2. We walked to the back of the church. I think at one point we were getting like program things, probably from an obese guy.
There was another dream that I was in the presence of Ellen DeGeneres, except she had sagging skin and more fat around her neck and made herself look older. I didn't go in the studio to watch the show, shy, but I actually talked to her every time she came out and went up to her, friendly. I was asking her questions.
I think first I had the dream about Ellen DeGeneres, then about church, then about Tim Burton.
I think at first, there was something where I was in this room waiting, like an oblong room. It was nicely furnished and the center of attention. I was in an oblong room in the mental hospital.
In the Tim Burton dream, I forget what I was ... oh yea, there was a conspiracy on if this was real. I really believed it was real. I like went through a few chambers or something and found it wasn't when I woke up. I was pretty sad when it wasn't real, like Scrat.
It was nice trying to get the attention of Ellen DeGeneres, though I don't know why this was happening. My dream was rather long, dreams, and what made me very relieved was I'd take a class from Tim Burton and be with him all day for a whole semester for 2 courses and he'd teach me drawing, which I already have learned to a degree. It makes me wonder because it was made out for me to think Chloë Moretz didn't really get that much direction from him. I really don't understand how and why Tim Burton would coach acting, but he should tell them his vision. I think it's good he does, though, but it's hard for me to grasp. I think most directors aren't as artsy and personal, like they act, too. All I can think of now is Drew Barrymore and Emma Thompson. I was thinking maybe if it was a big thing she was in Dark Shadows, like it was for Johnny Depp, maybe I shouldn't Tweet her. I guess I was worried or perhaps myself wanted the benefit of talking to her. I know I was wary of Mia Wasikowska in Alice in Wonderland, very much, and didn't want to get her attention. She is Polish-Australian. Chloë Moretz is American. I posted some things to Anne Hathaway, though. I guess it probably was a good thing I talked to Chloë Moretz, except people saw me as a guilty person for something I did. I don't know, though, maybe not. I saw Justin Bieber on a late night show and thought he wanted us to Tweet him. I Tweeted him and others every day for what seemed like a year, but I don't anymore. I do go back and Tweet some. It actually was a laborious process. Tumblr is a new success. It's much like Twitter. I don't use Facebook a whole lot. I mainly use IMDb to post about Tim Burton and Johnny Depp, as well as animations and what I watch in movie theaters twice a week, though lately I haven't been at the movie theaters twice a week as often due to events, and on the social board. I'm not sure where I'd go if it got busy. Someone from England there told me she posted there maybe years before I did in late 2008, though I was posting on other boards earlier that year, and she said it was really busy, I think maybe a handful of posts every minute. AOL News I tried to save some contacts on IM. I think there were posts like a page of whatever length of maybe 2 pages of 1 minute, something like that pace. I've lost lots of relationships on IMDb, already. I've made the most friends there. It's really hard to keep track of them because there's simply a big friends list with no organization and they can change their name and delete their account. That's not happened often. It's just really peculiar how there's just enough people to talk to on each main board. I pretty much "hold dear" the presence of every person on every board now. Before I guess it was more dramatic in a way, though, and you just wanted it to be as busy as possible, with as many interesting topics as possible. People at small boards on the internet kicked me out. People didn't talk to me much usually on MySpace and Facebook, and it's pretty quiet now and they don't utilize discussion boards I know on Facebook. You just comment in a stream on each famous page. I know before an Olympics's page was long. Busy. However, like, big pages like Tim Burton aren't. They are busy but not as much as you'd think. Ellen DeGeneres, also busy, but I wonder why like her IMDb board is quiet. So is Julie Andrews's now. Very quiet. There hasn't been a post in 2 months. I know the media stopped, and then last week it was released that she'd maybe get a fake voice. I've made little boards without huge success. I have my own board on IMDb now. I got it with IMDb Pro, which is I think $15 a month. There will always be lesser boards out there. I don't know if any good services, though, otherwise. I don't know, maybe the Tim Burton Collective would become useful. I know it should be busy and there aren't sufficient resources. I depended on giving out my identity in my profile to get attention of people I like. Now, I depend on giving a blog for people to follow. I have other sites, too, that are interesting.
Wednesday, August 29, 2012
Ripped Apart World
Why are people so antsy for you not to dream of maybe going into Hollywood? It comes naturally.
It's what's caused all the commotion. Somehow it's entered and affected my life.
It's what's caused all the commotion. Somehow it's entered and affected my life.
Stuck Up and Snobbish
Some people don't want to have to think of anything when they do anything.
Also, people think facts you know suggest things and that that suggests things in the same proportion against you.
Also, people think facts you know suggest things and that that suggests things in the same proportion against you.
A Challenge
Why would it hurt your feelings like if someone does something for another person, like that you wouldn't expect to be done to you ... but like somehow it seems to be like an insult or challenge to you?
Rectified
I see I had the wrong Twitter up maybe from my computer stopping working and me not saving my info.
Feeling Bad
I have to make a new site other than my MySpace because MySpace has ads. It's just that Yola and Weebly weren't working.
Have to Do What I Have to Do
So, I have to go into acting now, and I want to make money. I need it for my aesthetics and health.
Luxury
If I had luxury, I'd probably have an easier time posting on the internet and would do things like everyone else, like watch TV shows and not be up at odd hours.
Imperfection
It seems that first Johnny Depp says something negative and then fixes it with something positive, just to be stimulating. I wonder why it works to go along with that the world is imperfect
Tim Burton Looking Like His Kids
Did you notice Tim Burton looks more like his kids after they were born?
Johnny Depp and His Fans
Johnny Depp's fans are so willing to be so generous to him because they don't want someone else|other people to take the limelight, other than him.
Johnny Depp wants to be seen as any other actor to them because they're younger and it just doesn't seem as prestigious.
Johnny Depp wants to be seen as any other actor to them because they're younger and it just doesn't seem as prestigious.
Being in Trouble
It looks like it's about not being weird when someone gets in trouble oddly. People eventually feel guilty about it.
Assisted Living
People should get safe computers for people in prison and have psychiatrists monitor their conduct online like on a funny farm.
A couple around 20 ... the girl gave the keys to the boyfriend and allowed him to drink and drive. He killed 2 people, by accident. They were sent to prison for 30 years.
People drink and drive and are not punished for it. They also are not that big a danger to society. They want to teach people a lesson and set an example.
Those people should even be allowed to be movie stars and be monitored by guards! It is unlikely people like them would be trouble.
A couple around 20 ... the girl gave the keys to the boyfriend and allowed him to drink and drive. He killed 2 people, by accident. They were sent to prison for 30 years.
People drink and drive and are not punished for it. They also are not that big a danger to society. They want to teach people a lesson and set an example.
Those people should even be allowed to be movie stars and be monitored by guards! It is unlikely people like them would be trouble.
Dream
Like, there was a guy, around 20 or 25 sitting on a chair. I was nearby and was thinking of sitting in a chair next to his, maybe with foliage in between, and turning on a recent lecture of the movie. The chairs were like fancy and gold with plants embedded shinily in the material.
Dream
Also, some of my relatives were sitting on a couch together. I think there were four of them, and I don't know who one was. They were thinking of me and how I hadn't seen them since my early high school days.
Dream
There were movies going on, and I like signed up to be involved. Even, I was at like a place like a hotel where the people involved were.
I may go back to bed, unsure if I can, though.
Also, I would go in a series of pools with my head covered with something clear, and I could see what I looked like, by choice, when I stuck my head underwater and felt silly but not perverted. I did this a few times. It was into some containers Like it was a clear tub with maybe a swerve in the shape.
I may go back to bed, unsure if I can, though.
Also, I would go in a series of pools with my head covered with something clear, and I could see what I looked like, by choice, when I stuck my head underwater and felt silly but not perverted. I did this a few times. It was into some containers Like it was a clear tub with maybe a swerve in the shape.
Sleep .... Not Yet
I might feel like going to sleep soon. ^99^
I guess I'll go scout the IMDb boards.
I guess I'll go scout the IMDb boards.
Right Frame of Mind
I found you do have to get in the right frame of mind when you do something and communicate something through it.
Highly Accepting
People are so caught up in faults of being white they tend to accept a lot of things. :|
When the Time is Right
Do some people have problems feeling things the right way? Because my feelings can be pretty abstract. It'll happen when the time is right.
Tuesday, August 28, 2012
Post I Saved From Awhile Ago
So, it seems that someone is so important that my life is like centered around this person. I don't like it when that happens to me because someone wants something from me.
A Quick Fix
What do you think of a quick fix?
I guess some people think what you see is what you get.
I'm not sure why I'm even going into this? Wait, I guess it is a question.
I guess some people think what you see is what you get.
I'm not sure why I'm even going into this? Wait, I guess it is a question.
Tim Burton's Lifestyle
If Tim Burton wanted to live life in private with his girlfriend, why bargain people out of others's? It seems like he uses his family as a tool. It seems like his girlfriend enjoys other people having a good time with him, though. I enjoy that a lot, as well. He seems to be pretty strict. I'm a pretty moral person, so I found it pretty easy to feel like I would be on his good side.
Others Being Mad
Did you wonder upon others's disappointments of you and have it mirrored to your own with them which makes sense? That's just bad, to me, and unattractive. It sounds picky and chosy, stuck up and snobbish. It might be coincidental, but it doesn't make you look smart to get mad in a complicated way and have it be okay just for you to do it.
Not That Bad
People are so overprotective of key other person. They use it as a tool for others to prove that someone isn't being treated too well and that they know there are other people in the world. It's used as a buffer. I forget that and get annoyed when I do something that's not really bad.
MySpace and Facebook
Isn't it funny MySpace and Facebook didn't become popular until my 2nd year of high school?
Must have been antsy about giving out class information, I figured. Then, it was a big thing and everyone was like giving out their address, overall.
Must have been antsy about giving out class information, I figured. Then, it was a big thing and everyone was like giving out their address, overall.
Dream
I remember I was in bed, thinking of something. Other things happened and in my mind.
My mom wanted me to get up, in a way. I think some people came in. They were like adults who were younger judging, maybe like what used to be 30.
Some boys or people saw me in bed.
It was like a hospital setting, I remember now. I was supposed to watch Logan's Run but was too tired, last night. I saw them bring in people from the hospital and I gaped at someone with a not too big wound bandaged under their heart. There were other people, too. I thought I would be brought into a hospital.
Someone else came and approved of me and we exchanged contact information. My notecards turned out to be used, that I have in my room, and I didn't go get the big colored ones. I thought I had smaller ones. I had some kind of paper with designs, maybe notecards, which turned out to be stationary. I started with my e-mail and MySpace and, remembering from something, wrote passages under each entry, not sure what, though, but it was like I did it, though I don't remember doing it. A piece was torn of the picture. The other person tore it. So, I started over. There was a paper with like purple and black checkers. I at first got one with red hearts in some kind of design, not to fancy. I picked out a fancy picture of hearts with things in different colors as a big section at the bottom. I don't know why the other person took awhile to write down like 4 or 5 things, while I was walking around, like looking for my stationary. It seems like, in the dream, it would be 5 minutes, but in reality it was 1 maybe. Also, something that almost entered my mind awake maybe during the day, when I made a card of my password to the community college, was a little upturn in the corner. It's funny the community college just changed from being called "Community" in the name to just "College."
So, the dream ended, probably, with my not finishing. The person was looking over me.
I actually slept enough tonight, not waking up in too short of intervals. I slept from around 1:30 A.M. to 6:30 A.M. I woke up again at 8:00 A.M. and slept until about 10:20 A.M. So, that's about 9 hours total.
My mom wanted me to get up, in a way. I think some people came in. They were like adults who were younger judging, maybe like what used to be 30.
Some boys or people saw me in bed.
It was like a hospital setting, I remember now. I was supposed to watch Logan's Run but was too tired, last night. I saw them bring in people from the hospital and I gaped at someone with a not too big wound bandaged under their heart. There were other people, too. I thought I would be brought into a hospital.
Someone else came and approved of me and we exchanged contact information. My notecards turned out to be used, that I have in my room, and I didn't go get the big colored ones. I thought I had smaller ones. I had some kind of paper with designs, maybe notecards, which turned out to be stationary. I started with my e-mail and MySpace and, remembering from something, wrote passages under each entry, not sure what, though, but it was like I did it, though I don't remember doing it. A piece was torn of the picture. The other person tore it. So, I started over. There was a paper with like purple and black checkers. I at first got one with red hearts in some kind of design, not to fancy. I picked out a fancy picture of hearts with things in different colors as a big section at the bottom. I don't know why the other person took awhile to write down like 4 or 5 things, while I was walking around, like looking for my stationary. It seems like, in the dream, it would be 5 minutes, but in reality it was 1 maybe. Also, something that almost entered my mind awake maybe during the day, when I made a card of my password to the community college, was a little upturn in the corner. It's funny the community college just changed from being called "Community" in the name to just "College."
So, the dream ended, probably, with my not finishing. The person was looking over me.
I actually slept enough tonight, not waking up in too short of intervals. I slept from around 1:30 A.M. to 6:30 A.M. I woke up again at 8:00 A.M. and slept until about 10:20 A.M. So, that's about 9 hours total.
Something Asked to Do
I still don't understand why someone would be mad at something they wanted you to do and can change and make things different, in a way they're not supposed to be, though the exact thoughts escape me..
Tweeting
Tweeting takes a long time. I miss the people I used to Tweet. I wonder if I should go back. I still Tweet sometimes.
Monday, August 27, 2012
Things to Go Smoothly
You just wonder what could have been and I guess how to avoid the plot holes..
Also, I never was a mushy person.
Also, I never was a mushy person.
Annoying People
So many people go crazy if you go into details and make out like something else happened and then do something they aren't supposed to do that isn't really funny.
More Videos & Bye for Now
More videos coming up, but for some reason YouTube is taking a long time to load.
Bye for now!
Bye for now!
Random Thoughts
What do you think of being blamed for something you didn't do.
Also, I know I was totally knocked out of my ways when I moved from Florida to New Orleans.
I figured you feel guilty because others make you.
Also, I know I was totally knocked out of my ways when I moved from Florida to New Orleans.
I figured you feel guilty because others make you.
Going Through Life
So, basically, people think doing things that aren't elevated are what make you always right, even when you're always wrong. What a way to go through life.
I guess I can play a game.
As long as I don't think "I'm not that good" and that there isn't any reason to say anything.
My Life!
I see no one cares about my feelings.
Some people are pretty blunt, too.
I can't believe the expenses made to me and how people have barged in on my life!
Some people are pretty blunt, too.
I can't believe the expenses made to me and how people have barged in on my life!
What's Important & Details
What's important to you anyway, and who doesn't go into details? I've been told I was actually detail-oriented, sometimes come on in a way as one big mass put together of many details.
Mixed Heritage
People with mixed heritage in places like Florida think that things literally do things and literally do things instead of letting problems get in their way. :|
Becoming Less Special
Did you ever find that in others wanting you to be special you became less special because they couldn't stand it after you refused having it that way, having done that to set you up, actually, just acting like they weren't doing it?
Relationships Without Rapport
Do you ever talk to someone just to prove your relationship?
Ever wonder why you don't know more of them in the first place? Shouldn't rapport be established?
Ever wonder why you don't know more of them in the first place? Shouldn't rapport be established?
"Logan's Run"
It's cooler than Ender's Game, which I only know the My Fair Lady song from, which is being remade right now with Abigail Breslin starring in it, and Star Wars, which I don't understand, at all, still.
It's because you see the picture of the people running.
Something else to remember is that living life in compartments like with technology is a nostalgia of the times. It seems we're so advanced in thinking now that our life is centered on the ecosystem.
It's because you see the picture of the people running.
Something else to remember is that living life in compartments like with technology is a nostalgia of the times. It seems we're so advanced in thinking now that our life is centered on the ecosystem.
Something Special
You know when you're used to being special for something and someone wants to take it away from you?
Need to Make an Account
I need to make an account online but am going to bed soon. Might post online some more, though.
Check this out.
5:07 - 5:55, when you see the middle part is interesting. It's part of Logan's Run:
Turner Classic Movies
Turner Classic Movies
Things Waking You Up
It's interesting how, simply, serious things wake you up and how much.
There's always a reason, though, or there can be.
There's always a reason, though, or there can be.
Live Life Young
Live your life young and you won't feel you die too suddenly because you're not living what you were supposed to live before.
Living Life as Young People
People born around the late 50s and|ore early 60s are more attractive as people existing when later generations are born.
Predecessors
So, is it more that younger generations are more doubled over physically trying to match their predecessors, at certain years of generations?
Guilt-Ridden
I guess they confuse me and make me do something they say they don't like and then make me feel guilty for it forever.
What I Want
When I realize|d I had the right to do whatever I wanted, like be who I want, people close in on me and say no somehow, but I can't grasp that thought, at the moment.
"Logan's Run"
In Logan's Run, there is definitely true symbolism in the image of them running, having to run... reminiscent of the hardships of living in the 80s.
I'm curious as to why things aren't all nostalgic like in the 80s. I know you can get into a rap or get on a roll. You get into being cool and forget about the past, like how significant life was in the 50s!
I'm curious and concerned about young kids today. I know they have parents from the 60s, teenagers and young adults today. I grew up when they were still young adults, but they didn't look like teenagers, at all. I think people just crave sex and never got it in the right way, like from someone older, from like the 60s or like late 50s.
So, I'm wondering how young kids today know about things in the 80s. It seems like the 70s and 60s were transitory years from the 50s.
Life is serious and boxed up if you live in the mindset of the 50s. People still know about life being made of physical labor, as well as encampment. Life may not be that exciting for some, but it sure is important. It seems it's what people make up as a whole.
Like, it's a big sensation and collection of thoughts and feelings. I'm sure the parents have their own rendition. It doesn't seem as authentic and seems more Mickey Mouse. It might be there, whereas with me it's like not. I don't live removed, though, from it, for some reason. Like, I'm not a new generation just living off the fact I have older parents. I myself embody the past.
You can probably easily break down feelings like this if you want, but it makes you feel like gay.
Feelings don't always go away.
I'm curious as to why things aren't all nostalgic like in the 80s. I know you can get into a rap or get on a roll. You get into being cool and forget about the past, like how significant life was in the 50s!
I'm curious and concerned about young kids today. I know they have parents from the 60s, teenagers and young adults today. I grew up when they were still young adults, but they didn't look like teenagers, at all. I think people just crave sex and never got it in the right way, like from someone older, from like the 60s or like late 50s.
So, I'm wondering how young kids today know about things in the 80s. It seems like the 70s and 60s were transitory years from the 50s.
Life is serious and boxed up if you live in the mindset of the 50s. People still know about life being made of physical labor, as well as encampment. Life may not be that exciting for some, but it sure is important. It seems it's what people make up as a whole.
Like, it's a big sensation and collection of thoughts and feelings. I'm sure the parents have their own rendition. It doesn't seem as authentic and seems more Mickey Mouse. It might be there, whereas with me it's like not. I don't live removed, though, from it, for some reason. Like, I'm not a new generation just living off the fact I have older parents. I myself embody the past.
You can probably easily break down feelings like this if you want, but it makes you feel like gay.
Feelings don't always go away.
Sunday, August 26, 2012
Best Stay Indoors (Not Necessarily Literally!)
Older people who are bitter or even not completely so can affect you in adverse ways just by taking their time, thinking maybe they really want to talk to you, depending on the relationship.
Bait ... Er ... Hostages?
So, would someone torture their kids in order to lure their husband or boyfriend to get closer to them otherwise? Why would they even have that problem, in the first place?
Agencies
I have 7 hopeful agencies in Orlando to get in a movie.
2 I have to get ready to mail to tomorrow. (I have the pictures ready to print.)
1 I have to reformat my picture tomorrow.
1 I e-mailed.
1 I have to maybe call.
The remaining 2 have been submitted to.
1 just let me do a profile and then wouldn't let me log in. Neither would another one where I didn't look at all the dancing types and missed ballroom and probably line dancing.
2 I have to get ready to mail to tomorrow. (I have the pictures ready to print.)
1 I have to reformat my picture tomorrow.
1 I e-mailed.
1 I have to maybe call.
The remaining 2 have been submitted to.
1 just let me do a profile and then wouldn't let me log in. Neither would another one where I didn't look at all the dancing types and missed ballroom and probably line dancing.
Seems Perfect When You Compare
You can look at someone younger and say it's better, and it will seem so because you noticed they were younger.
Waiting for the Verdict
Do you know more than one person who acts like things are okay, but then something shows up?
Dream
I was being pushed to be stimulated, in my mind, by someone.
Some people came over to our house. Two of them were in a room sleeping in a bed of mine, with other beds in the house. There was a big room with my real bed and another bed. Then, there was another room with maybe another 2 beds, one with like a side of four separate places. Our house in the oldest continuing city in the U.S. had 2 bedrooms connected by a door. It was a small house, 95 years old, in the middle marking of the city, closest to the middle save for one on one side of it.
I was able to float in the air and told the other person. I had a feeling I really could, though my dreams of flying and falling stopped, maybe in 2010.
We were going to Disney World tomorrow, that one person and others and I. I was supposed to call someone there with a British accent to get help telling her I can float.
We went to Disney. There was a feeling of going there yesterday, which maybe we did. My mom and I wanted to get these things. There were notebooks. I know one was a calendar. They were for different things, like maybe a week book and a phone book. There was a sale to get a little something extra with it. One was $2.40 that I wanted to get.
I don't know if all those people actually came.
There were people judging me, several I think English. I mean the people working at the store, like it was a place for us to gather and be judged. There were a lot of thoughts taking place, not just a store. It was like thick random thoughts above my head.
I slept late today, 3:00 A.M. I was looking up information about film acting classes. I woke up once or twice. I hope to go to bed early more, but I was just up online looking up things. I did retire to my room early after jogging. I'm not sure that I was doing much else. Like, I was in my room by maybe 7:00 P.M. I'd been going to sleep at 5:00 P.M. for a few days. I'm getting thinner from sleeping more, though I've been waking up in the middle of the night, but today, other than usual, without the music still on.
Some people came over to our house. Two of them were in a room sleeping in a bed of mine, with other beds in the house. There was a big room with my real bed and another bed. Then, there was another room with maybe another 2 beds, one with like a side of four separate places. Our house in the oldest continuing city in the U.S. had 2 bedrooms connected by a door. It was a small house, 95 years old, in the middle marking of the city, closest to the middle save for one on one side of it.
I was able to float in the air and told the other person. I had a feeling I really could, though my dreams of flying and falling stopped, maybe in 2010.
We were going to Disney World tomorrow, that one person and others and I. I was supposed to call someone there with a British accent to get help telling her I can float.
We went to Disney. There was a feeling of going there yesterday, which maybe we did. My mom and I wanted to get these things. There were notebooks. I know one was a calendar. They were for different things, like maybe a week book and a phone book. There was a sale to get a little something extra with it. One was $2.40 that I wanted to get.
I don't know if all those people actually came.
There were people judging me, several I think English. I mean the people working at the store, like it was a place for us to gather and be judged. There were a lot of thoughts taking place, not just a store. It was like thick random thoughts above my head.
I slept late today, 3:00 A.M. I was looking up information about film acting classes. I woke up once or twice. I hope to go to bed early more, but I was just up online looking up things. I did retire to my room early after jogging. I'm not sure that I was doing much else. Like, I was in my room by maybe 7:00 P.M. I'd been going to sleep at 5:00 P.M. for a few days. I'm getting thinner from sleeping more, though I've been waking up in the middle of the night, but today, other than usual, without the music still on.
Saturday, August 25, 2012
Connecting Ideas
People from the South also like to spend time connecting ideas ... so do people from the Mid-East.
All the Same
I just realized that people from the South and the Northeast all act like they're from the big city.
The just comment on suggestions, or things you get from other things, the basic things that you're supposed to figure out.
The just comment on suggestions, or things you get from other things, the basic things that you're supposed to figure out.
Separation
I've already decided to separate myself from things that afflict me.
I will participate as desired. :|
Of course, I will be nice, but I need to see what real sacrifice is necessary in order to accomplish anything.
I noticed my logic has gone by the wayside, even by opposing sides, per se.
I will participate as desired. :|
Of course, I will be nice, but I need to see what real sacrifice is necessary in order to accomplish anything.
I noticed my logic has gone by the wayside, even by opposing sides, per se.
New Videos of Me
This is me at the airport auditioning to get training. I thought I was going into the movies. It's the same program that got the girl in We Bought a Zoo and Megan Fox and other successful artists into movies.
YouTube
YouTube
Doing Things for Stimulation
I realized that if you allow people to be with others that you do accumulate influence from them in that way and don't have to worry about going crazy doing it for stimulation.
Tim Burton & Helena Bonham Carter
As we all know, Helena Bonham Carter is a good match for Tim Burton. We're all "thankful" she's the one to be with him. :)
Not to forget all of his adoring fans. Helena Bonham Carter is very good with the fans, as well. It's nice she's raised English, too. I am also happy she's Jewish.
Not to forget all of his adoring fans. Helena Bonham Carter is very good with the fans, as well. It's nice she's raised English, too. I am also happy she's Jewish.
Dream
There was one where I was on vacation, though I can't remember what I was doing.
Next, I went to a place, a place that sells food, I think. My dad was there, when we got back. I had an assortments of desserts and didn't get fat! I'd been having cake in the mornings with soup and Buffalo chicken strips.
Next, I got in a band next to a Korean girl. I played quickly. My dad was watching and was impressed. I was playing a saxophone. Like, I saw a few notes illustrated to be played by the Korean girl and played them. Also, before that, I was getting out of a car. I got up in the middle, too.
There was something scary in it when I was eating dessert, but I don't remember. The place that sold food was rather kooky.
So, it was a morbid dream, me uncomfortable. Maybe, I should have tried to go to sleep earlier, but I fared well and made some good posts online.
I was eating breakfast, woke up around 4:00 A.M. and got up around 5:50 A.M. Now, I'm eating more! You know, you're supposed to eat more in the morning and eat more small meals, like I did eat another meal soon after you've finished ... and then I last the day without going hungry and go to bed early.
Next, I went to a place, a place that sells food, I think. My dad was there, when we got back. I had an assortments of desserts and didn't get fat! I'd been having cake in the mornings with soup and Buffalo chicken strips.
Next, I got in a band next to a Korean girl. I played quickly. My dad was watching and was impressed. I was playing a saxophone. Like, I saw a few notes illustrated to be played by the Korean girl and played them. Also, before that, I was getting out of a car. I got up in the middle, too.
There was something scary in it when I was eating dessert, but I don't remember. The place that sold food was rather kooky.
So, it was a morbid dream, me uncomfortable. Maybe, I should have tried to go to sleep earlier, but I fared well and made some good posts online.
I was eating breakfast, woke up around 4:00 A.M. and got up around 5:50 A.M. Now, I'm eating more! You know, you're supposed to eat more in the morning and eat more small meals, like I did eat another meal soon after you've finished ... and then I last the day without going hungry and go to bed early.
Friday, August 24, 2012
Little Things
You don't have a right to get mad when I have to think about something. I guess I can post about it on the internet. Looks like I lost that respect, too.
Some things just aren't right.
The world is crazy.
It's too bad these things happen.
I mean what happens?
Some things just aren't right.
The world is crazy.
It's too bad these things happen.
I mean what happens?
"Great Expectations"
I guess you find meeting someone that you just don't live up to the expectations, and you get disappointed in yourself.
Something Has Caught On
It seems like something I'm thinking of has caught on like a wildfire. People use things in ways not intended originally.
A Cover
So, I don't know if serious people have a more stimulated side, to put it plainly. I used to think there were certain signs that showed people felt something certain. Like, some people are serious in one way but not in another. I wonder if it's all a cover.
Tim Burton's Son
He seemed nice in his recent pictures. He seems very interesting. I wonder what he'll be like in his next pictures. ':D
Figuring out the World
I guess you'll eventually figure out things about others if you are just patient.
Different Strokes for Different Folks
Strokes
Also, people who are not so sarcastic about emotional and artistic, namely "romantic," actually, in one meaning of the word.. are supposed to be able to go about not feeling too goofy about it. Just because others might be more direct in feelings in certain ways doesn't mean others should do the same thing because sometimes some of those things are wrong. When those things are wrong, I'm pretty sure it's wrong. :| You can try to explain it, maybe because it relates to you or you go out of your way to explain a lot of major things. Still, there's no reason to make someone else do it and not like think it's important that they don't want to. Sometimes, you have to figure out a situation more. It's probably just a conflict of ideas. Being different is interesting. Sometimes, it's good to take on others's strengths, but the weaknesses should not come hand in hand. :| I don't know why people think certain things have to happen.
Also, people who are not so sarcastic about emotional and artistic, namely "romantic," actually, in one meaning of the word.. are supposed to be able to go about not feeling too goofy about it. Just because others might be more direct in feelings in certain ways doesn't mean others should do the same thing because sometimes some of those things are wrong. When those things are wrong, I'm pretty sure it's wrong. :| You can try to explain it, maybe because it relates to you or you go out of your way to explain a lot of major things. Still, there's no reason to make someone else do it and not like think it's important that they don't want to. Sometimes, you have to figure out a situation more. It's probably just a conflict of ideas. Being different is interesting. Sometimes, it's good to take on others's strengths, but the weaknesses should not come hand in hand. :| I don't know why people think certain things have to happen.
Being Sarcastic
So, a lot of people tend to be sarcastic about Tim Burton, some more than others, and it's okay, hard to hide, maybe.
It seems like Tim Burton's son got in trouble with his mother and is more humble, now, maybe a bit too much. I don't know, but I did see a photo series with him whining or something.
Tim Burton's girlfriend is sarcastic, but she does it for fun. Maybe, she can't hide it, honestly. She's human. She probably is sarcastic about him more than a handful of people in the population, but she's still a very, very good person.
About their son, I did read that he whined. He seems good, too, though, maybe "stubborn." I saw a video of him with his dad at the airport, here - YouTube, and he seemed a bit wily. He seems cool, though.
It seems like Tim Burton's son got in trouble with his mother and is more humble, now, maybe a bit too much. I don't know, but I did see a photo series with him whining or something.
Tim Burton's girlfriend is sarcastic, but she does it for fun. Maybe, she can't hide it, honestly. She's human. She probably is sarcastic about him more than a handful of people in the population, but she's still a very, very good person.
About their son, I did read that he whined. He seems good, too, though, maybe "stubborn." I saw a video of him with his dad at the airport, here - YouTube, and he seemed a bit wily. He seems cool, though.
Tim Burton's Family
Tim Burton's son, who I've been posting about, is cute. He just is expressive in an acute way.
I've posted a lot about how special Tim Burton's daughter is to him or things like that. She seems like a very good person. :)
It makes me wonder what other people think of his mom. Tim Burton is the kind of person people fight over to be with or get attention from in his company. I don't know if some people, left alone, would really grow attracted to him and if people who are more used to him take him for granted. Anyway, if someone is with a person like that who is kinda like sarcastic or mean, they tend to seem spoiled. You can see I'm getting at that Tim Burton is very special to many people, whereas most people don't have competition over their loved ones as much. I think, though, Tim Burton protects their relationship more than others do with their relationships, though. So, Helena Bonham Carter, his girlfriend, must feel uncomfortable.
I've posted a lot about how special Tim Burton's daughter is to him or things like that. She seems like a very good person. :)
It makes me wonder what other people think of his mom. Tim Burton is the kind of person people fight over to be with or get attention from in his company. I don't know if some people, left alone, would really grow attracted to him and if people who are more used to him take him for granted. Anyway, if someone is with a person like that who is kinda like sarcastic or mean, they tend to seem spoiled. You can see I'm getting at that Tim Burton is very special to many people, whereas most people don't have competition over their loved ones as much. I think, though, Tim Burton protects their relationship more than others do with their relationships, though. So, Helena Bonham Carter, his girlfriend, must feel uncomfortable.
Tim Burton's Son
You can see sarcastic lines in his face. I bet you could see that in me as a child, too.
Here's the picture: Photobucket.
Here's the picture: Photobucket.
Approval
I was looking at this picture of Tim Burton with his son, probably around the time Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (2005) was being made: Photobucket.
It looks like "the reason" he approves of his son, in the end, is because he is Jewish and is trying hard to be a white person. ^00^ (I mean that Jewish is white.) Like, he thinks that's innocent and earnest. I understand a lot of what happens follows if his family is on the same page. It seems like they're sort of in limbo, however. :|
It looks like "the reason" he approves of his son, in the end, is because he is Jewish and is trying hard to be a white person. ^00^ (I mean that Jewish is white.) Like, he thinks that's innocent and earnest. I understand a lot of what happens follows if his family is on the same page. It seems like they're sort of in limbo, however. :|
What If
Did you ever realize you'd be able to do something if your life was right treated toward you, and that that makes you feel better than others?
People Manipulating Me
But I'm feeling funny and awkward but also that people are trying to stimulate me and manipulate (and trick) me as punishment for things I was set up to do, and I'm usually always pretty good.
When Stimulation Is Okay
What do you think of the idea, "I (just) get stimulated in a certain way, so it's okay if we all do it?"
Always on Guard
I feel, for whatever reason, I'm constantly on guard for something I've done, that it's always extended into the future and causing some further adverse reaction.
Snapping at My Reactions
Why are people snapping at me to not react in certain ways that are technically considered okay? Like, if they do something that hurts my feelings, they don't want me to think about it because they did it for a reason and I'll find out, later. However, they hurt my feelings, if I do that. I'm not used to it, and I'm not sure if it's necessary.
Random Thoughts of Submission?
So, what do you think of random thoughts of submission to things, maybe, just to get something new kicking? It seems "fun," but looming is the thought that you know what and why, the plan of events and when things that are chosen for apparently random reasons will end. That's what's important. It could just be a negative trap. How long? How much? I just felt something. Like, I wasn't feeling as well but felt pushed. I wasn't sure why. I guess I don't see the point. Maybe, I'm done, for some reason. That's what it seems like. It was fun, but I had a bad night and, when things happen, things change. You don't know why, but, maybe, some people do...
Realistic Drawings
Look at how realistic these ball-point pen pictures are:
Yahool
They look real, but art is used to display something that is not displayed in reality.
Yahool
They look real, but art is used to display something that is not displayed in reality.
Dream
I didn't sleep well. I did but not as well as I'd like. I guess I went to bed around 10:00 P.M., for some reason. I woke up at 12:15 A.M., with the music on. I took off my headphones and turned off the music and woke up, again, around 4:15 A.M.
My dream was fashioned after something in The Sound of Music, at least in spirit. It's about me getting 2 toy sets for Christmas and it being on the Johnny Depp board on IMDb or something. So, I looked through to see if I liked what I was collecting. It was a big doll set. It might have been a movie, at first, made into toys by this point, originally with an oldest boy, a 3rd oldest girl, and then 2 younger boys. I really didn't like it. I wanted a youngest girl. The new toyset had a youngest girl, supposedly, but I think they looked more like Barbies. There was an extra girl, too. They didn't look as "cute," in the same way. Like, one young girl had flat bangs, and like stamped white-ish Barbie hair. They all had a more modern, less-frilly ... less bouncy ... look. So, they were posed off a small tour boat.
My other present was, also, dolls, probably.
Something in the spirit of it, after, reminded me of Titanic.
My dream was fashioned after something in The Sound of Music, at least in spirit. It's about me getting 2 toy sets for Christmas and it being on the Johnny Depp board on IMDb or something. So, I looked through to see if I liked what I was collecting. It was a big doll set. It might have been a movie, at first, made into toys by this point, originally with an oldest boy, a 3rd oldest girl, and then 2 younger boys. I really didn't like it. I wanted a youngest girl. The new toyset had a youngest girl, supposedly, but I think they looked more like Barbies. There was an extra girl, too. They didn't look as "cute," in the same way. Like, one young girl had flat bangs, and like stamped white-ish Barbie hair. They all had a more modern, less-frilly ... less bouncy ... look. So, they were posed off a small tour boat.
My other present was, also, dolls, probably.
Something in the spirit of it, after, reminded me of Titanic.
Thursday, August 23, 2012
More Extraneous Thoughts
Some people have a problem with things that go through others's minds.
Also, some people act, basically, what you dub "overly possessive." It's not too bad, but, sometimes, things happen.
Now, why am I up late feeling startled? I had such a good dream, last night.. Oh well, I hope I sleep well. I slept pretty early, last night, 5:00 P.M. I slept that early, the past few nights, as well.
Also, I see ... jokes? on me for things I supposedly revel in, which I don't actually in the way you'd think. I thought you could chose what you participate in. I know most people get on with me pretty readily, in certain kinds of situations. I'm not sure about when I see other people who seem to know a lot about me.
Also, some people act, basically, what you dub "overly possessive." It's not too bad, but, sometimes, things happen.
Now, why am I up late feeling startled? I had such a good dream, last night.. Oh well, I hope I sleep well. I slept pretty early, last night, 5:00 P.M. I slept that early, the past few nights, as well.
Also, I see ... jokes? on me for things I supposedly revel in, which I don't actually in the way you'd think. I thought you could chose what you participate in. I know most people get on with me pretty readily, in certain kinds of situations. I'm not sure about when I see other people who seem to know a lot about me.
Fixing the Past
Everything always matters, in a way. True, later, you can compensate with reasons to make things seem okay, but that doesn't really patch it up, in reality, and burdens you.
Done With
Some people just keep thinking something was settled in the past that you were wrong, but I just explained how that happened. Even if they agree you're right at one point, they forget it, when convenient.
Allowed to Happen
People are willing to put me through unpleasant situations, in order to prove a point. I guess this is allowed to happen at more than one kind of an expense.
Substituting Reality
I just figured out something important. I always do the right thing, technically. (If I mess up, there's a reason..) People have all skirted by me, pushing aside opposing crowds, at alternating times working, working where "popular," by virtually saying *it seemed like it at the moment* or *it seemed like it was right at the moment*. So, if people prove they convinced you at a moment, borrowing from what I'm used to, it means they're right, to them. I guess you could use this to achieve certain ends and convince others that they're right. What happened was people made assumptions to convince you of something, that you're not perfect, that you could have done something differently. People find something you did wrong and convince others you're always "wrong" in another way.
"The Ellen DeGeneres Show"
I hope to watch it, but, it seems, I spend so much time in bed and, the remainder, posting on the internet.. ^66^
I guess I submit myself to, like, solitary confinement. I also have to fit in jogging. I also get ready and post pictures of videos of me on the internet. I try to do it daily.
Then, I'm trying to do art, too. There's also my singing.
My dad said I could get something, for $10, to record shows on, in my room, so I could watch it, in private, anytime I want. I'll ask him for that, and I hope I get it. He'll have to, hopefully, get it next week.
So, I hope I watch this show! :) There's a lot of promise that I will.
I guess I submit myself to, like, solitary confinement. I also have to fit in jogging. I also get ready and post pictures of videos of me on the internet. I try to do it daily.
Then, I'm trying to do art, too. There's also my singing.
My dad said I could get something, for $10, to record shows on, in my room, so I could watch it, in private, anytime I want. I'll ask him for that, and I hope I get it. He'll have to, hopefully, get it next week.
So, I hope I watch this show! :) There's a lot of promise that I will.
Dream
I was revisiting a little room with hidden away areas where 1-year-olds were staying, at a nursery ... and I was going to teach art and music there. I think I had some colorful things and an easel with paint on it. I think I played church music and maybe children's music, 2 things, on a keyboard, and employed little musical gadgets, vaguely ... So, I had a memory of having been there before, hired, I think with another girl in the background. I quit, though, it feeling a farce. It felt like I was making a fool of myself. So, I returned, older, things changed, better, though. However, now, it was just, pleasantly one lady in charge, around age 55 or 60. She was thin, somewhat supple and strong, with short straight course mousy blonde hair, which supposedly seemed natural, to some effect. She probably had glasses on. When I entered, one little munchkin boy, older and chubby, was wiling away or squirming away back to his little cubby hole somewhere and disappeared. So, I was there, for awhile. It turned into a place to try on long, thick-materialed dresses, with long sleeves, 2 of them ... I know one had flowers. They were 2-piece, I think with the top tucked in, maybe on one. One had flowers in soft dim colors. I also got a red knee-length dress with long sleeves. It has a vibe of Chinese vaguely, maybe with a criss cross layer at the top corner with buttons. So, I was to try on the clothes but never did.
I woke up about 3 times tonight, with Radio Swiss Classic on on iTunes. Usually, after every song, a girl comes on, and, then, a guy announces the next song.
The next dream, I got off at like a city-large or possibly larger feel equivalent to but more like a shopping center college campus that was really high school or college with some girls in the last major area I lived with my family. The bus ride was supposedly rather long. I walked with them, and we got along, better, for some reason. I never got to a class, like a dream fuels you, usually. I was kinda off alone, too. I was probably wearing something more proper. The lady in charge of the nursery was there at the door getting off the bus, at which I faltered, turning the other way, at first, and then like hopped down the huge drop to the floor. There were different paths and like by a street where I walked, a long time, scenery supplied, here and there, pretty well. There was one point, when a friend put her finger through something sharp. She asked me if they were sharp. They slid and curved one direction and maybe were as sharp as a pencil. She slid her finger through, maybe 1|2 inch. She had a thing like a watering can with a long hose nose, and blood came out of it, so I told her. It was actually coming out of her finger, next. This was a girl I knew I would see somewhere else that I saw her, like at school or church or something like that. I think my dream ended, then.
The nostalgia I take away is the pleasantness, pastel-y shadowy quality of the nursery at the church, church|school. Also, it was wicked, the demented quality of the school.
It just gave me a feeling of being grown-up, yet young.
It made me think of that place I used to live. I supposedly missed it and should go back, but I thought and decided where I live is more special. I thought of the place before that and am over it, like it's a tied up case, important or meaningful, though, it is.
This is the first dream in a while where I felt so mature yet spritely, fresh. It seems Radio Swiss Classic helped mold and solidify these thoughts. I got such a different feeling from the German and French radio.
It left me feeling refreshed and like I'm finally worth something, in a different way. It sorta blended, though, like I wasn't expecting it.
Also, let me add, that I slept from about 5:00 P.M. until about 3:45 A.M.
I woke up about 3 times tonight, with Radio Swiss Classic on on iTunes. Usually, after every song, a girl comes on, and, then, a guy announces the next song.
The next dream, I got off at like a city-large or possibly larger feel equivalent to but more like a shopping center college campus that was really high school or college with some girls in the last major area I lived with my family. The bus ride was supposedly rather long. I walked with them, and we got along, better, for some reason. I never got to a class, like a dream fuels you, usually. I was kinda off alone, too. I was probably wearing something more proper. The lady in charge of the nursery was there at the door getting off the bus, at which I faltered, turning the other way, at first, and then like hopped down the huge drop to the floor. There were different paths and like by a street where I walked, a long time, scenery supplied, here and there, pretty well. There was one point, when a friend put her finger through something sharp. She asked me if they were sharp. They slid and curved one direction and maybe were as sharp as a pencil. She slid her finger through, maybe 1|2 inch. She had a thing like a watering can with a long hose nose, and blood came out of it, so I told her. It was actually coming out of her finger, next. This was a girl I knew I would see somewhere else that I saw her, like at school or church or something like that. I think my dream ended, then.
The nostalgia I take away is the pleasantness, pastel-y shadowy quality of the nursery at the church, church|school. Also, it was wicked, the demented quality of the school.
It just gave me a feeling of being grown-up, yet young.
It made me think of that place I used to live. I supposedly missed it and should go back, but I thought and decided where I live is more special. I thought of the place before that and am over it, like it's a tied up case, important or meaningful, though, it is.
This is the first dream in a while where I felt so mature yet spritely, fresh. It seems Radio Swiss Classic helped mold and solidify these thoughts. I got such a different feeling from the German and French radio.
It left me feeling refreshed and like I'm finally worth something, in a different way. It sorta blended, though, like I wasn't expecting it.
Also, let me add, that I slept from about 5:00 P.M. until about 3:45 A.M.
Wednesday, August 22, 2012
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