Random Thoughts of Submission?

So, what do you think of random thoughts of submission to things, maybe, just to get something new kicking?  It seems "fun," but looming is the thought that you know what and why, the plan of events and when things that are chosen for apparently random reasons will end.  That's what's important.  It could just be a negative trap.  How long?  How much?  I just felt something.  Like, I wasn't feeling as well but felt pushed.  I wasn't sure why.  I guess I don't see the point.  Maybe, I'm done, for some reason.  That's what it seems like.  It was fun, but I had a bad night and, when things happen, things change.  You don't know why, but, maybe, some people do...