Monday, August 27, 2012

New Videos of Me Talking

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Things to Go Smoothly

You just wonder what could have been and I guess how to avoid the plot holes..

Also, I never was a mushy person.

Annoying People

So many people go crazy if you go into details and make out like something else happened and then do something they aren't supposed to do that isn't really funny.

More Videos & Bye for Now

More videos coming up, but for some reason YouTube is taking a long time to load.

Bye for now!

Random Thoughts

What do you think of being blamed for something you didn't do.

Also, I know I was totally knocked out of my ways when I moved from Florida to New Orleans.

I figured you feel guilty because others make you.

Going Through Life

So, basically, people think doing things that aren't elevated are what make you always right, even when you're always wrong.  What a way to go through life.

Seriously

Obviously, I can take it seriously.

I guess I can play a game.

As long as I don't think "I'm not that good" and that there isn't any reason to say anything.

New Pictures of Me

Top of My MySpace

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Dirt Cheap

People are offering cheap stimulation of you thinking you're "not that good."

New Videos of Me Talking and Singing

New Pictures of Me and Videos of Me Talking on the Way

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Doesn't Make Sense

People think they can just keep suggesting more things to me.

My Life!

I see no one cares about my feelings.

Some people are pretty blunt, too.

I can't believe the expenses made to me and how people have barged in on my life!

I care.

See, I care about others's feelings.

Settling In

I guess things will settle in, eventually.

What's Important & Details

What's important to you anyway, and who doesn't go into details?  I've been told I was actually detail-oriented, sometimes come on in a way as one big mass put together of many details.

Mixed Heritage

People with mixed heritage in places like Florida think that things literally do things and literally do things instead of letting problems get in their way.  :|

Pretty European, Pretty Happy

I guess if you're pretty European, you're pretty happy.

Becoming Less Special

Did you ever find that in others wanting you to be special you became less special because they couldn't stand it after you refused having it that way, having done that to set you up, actually, just acting like they weren't doing it?

New Photos of Me

New videos of me talking and singing coming up!  (I'm going somewhere, though.)

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Unfeeling

So, are people today unfeeling?

Relationships Without Rapport

Do you ever talk to someone just to prove your relationship?

Ever wonder why you don't know more of them in the first place?  Shouldn't rapport be established?

Ill Wishes

People want me to not be able to deal with things.

"Logan's Run"

It's cooler than Ender's Game, which I only know the My Fair Lady song from, which is being remade right now with Abigail Breslin starring in it, and Star Wars, which I don't understand, at all, still.

It's because you see the picture of the people running.

Something else to remember is that living life in compartments like with technology is a nostalgia of the times.  It seems we're so advanced in thinking now that our life is centered on the ecosystem.

Something Special

You know when you're used to being special for something and someone wants to take it away from you?

Need to Make an Account

I need to make an account online but am going to bed soon.  Might post online some more, though.

Money

My money is disappearing.  My IMDb Pro expired and I can't buy Logan's Run online.

Things That Stand Out

Look for things that stand out.

Check this out.

5:07 - 5:55, when you see the middle part is interesting.  It's part of Logan's Run:

Turner Classic Movies

Aura

I guess it comes down to do you really like the romance of being serious and unsubmissive?

Floating

When I was floating in my dream, I was sitting indian style.

Things Waking You Up

It's interesting how, simply, serious things wake you up and how much.

There's always a reason, though, or there can be.

Feeling Things

It seems that for some reason people don't like people to feel certain things.

Live Life Young

Live your life young and you won't feel you die too suddenly because you're not living what you were supposed to live before.

Living Life as Young People

People born around the late 50s and|ore early 60s are more attractive as people existing when later generations are born.

Predecessors

So, is it more that younger generations are more doubled over physically trying to match their predecessors, at certain years of generations?

Guilt-Ridden

I guess they confuse me and make me do something they say they don't like and then make me feel guilty for it forever.

What I Want

When I realize|d I had the right to do whatever I wanted, like be who I want, people close in on me and say no somehow, but I can't grasp that thought, at the moment.

"Logan's Run"

In Logan's Run, there is definitely true symbolism in the image of them running, having to run... reminiscent of the hardships of living in the 80s.

I'm curious as to why things aren't all nostalgic like in the 80s.  I know you can get into a rap or get on a roll.  You get into being cool and forget about the past, like how significant life was in the 50s!

I'm curious and concerned about young kids today.  I know they have parents from the 60s, teenagers and young adults today.  I grew up when they were still young adults, but they didn't look like teenagers, at all.  I think people just crave sex and never got it in the right way, like from someone older, from like the 60s or like late 50s.

So, I'm wondering how young kids today know about things in the 80s.  It seems like the 70s and 60s were transitory years from the 50s.

Life is serious and boxed up if you live in the mindset of the 50s.  People still know about life being made of physical labor, as well as encampment.  Life may not be that exciting for some, but it sure is important.  It seems it's what people make up as a whole.

Like, it's a big sensation and collection of thoughts and feelings.  I'm sure the parents have their own rendition.  It doesn't seem as authentic and seems more Mickey Mouse.  It might be there, whereas with me it's like not.  I don't live removed, though, from it, for some reason.  Like, I'm not a new generation just living off the fact I have older parents.  I myself embody the past.

You can probably easily break down feelings like this if you want, but it makes you feel like gay.

Feelings don't always go away.