Bothered

I was trying to sleep but woke up bothered.

I don't want my parents controlling my life, emotionally and socially, at 26.  They were supposed to have already backed off out of respect.  They've been at me for years since punching my wall one time when I was upset at racism online on the Johnny Depp board on IMDb.

They're not supposed to even touch me.

They seem to have a thing of thinking if something goes wrong that is kinda normal that I have to be on guard for a certain period of time.  I'm not doing that, but I'm getting an extended "message" that may just be play.  I don't need them.

I'm most mad I don't have my relationship as well with them as it was.  }:[