Christina Barrett

Getting in the Way

Do some "things" get in the way of your fun?

People Learning New "Things"

What do you think of pointlessly incessant people?

Mean People

Why do people like others and want to hurt you because you like them and not want you to like them?

Situation

People really degrade me as a person, but what if they were in my situation?

Making a Big Point

Some people make a big point over something or someone.

Ah! I don't remember what I was going to say.

So, some people are always like ensuring that, like, they make it to the top or something?

Also, I don't believe in that if you do something about someone else that it's the same for you. It's more of a mathematical equation of relationships, and I don't make people's lives other than an ideal.

"I see your innocence slipping away..."

Gloria
You're always on the run now
Runnin' after somebody
You've gotta get him somehow
I think you've got to slow down
Before you start to blow it
I think you're headin' for a breakdown
So be careful not to show it
You really don't remember
Was it something that he said?
Or the voices in your head calling, Gloria?

Gloria
Don't you think you're falling?
If everybody wants you
Why isn't anybody calling?
You don't have to answer
Leave them hanging on the line
Calling Gloria

Gloria
I think they got your number
I think they got the alias
That you've been living under
But you really don't remember
Was it something that they said?
Or the voices in your head calling, Gloria?
Gloria
How's it gonna go down?
Will you meet him on the main line?
Or will you catch him on the rebound?
Will you marry for the money?
Take a lover in the afternoon?
Feel your innocence slipping away
Don't believe it's coming back soon
And you really don't remember
Was it something that he said?
Or the voices in your head calling, Gloria?

Gloria
Don't you think you're falling?
If everybody wants you
Why isn't anybody calling?
You don't have to answer
Leave them hanging on the line
Calling Gloria

Gloria
I think they got your number
I think they got the alias
That you've been living under
But you really don't remember
Was it something that they said?
Or the voices in your head calling, Gloria?

Making It

It seems people are always ensuring someone else makes it to the top.

My Life

Why are people picking on me as different from other people?

Also, why is my life messed up? :|

I wish people would treat me like everyone else, in a certain way.

Awkward

It seems like people like to make me feel not good about myself and them stimulate me about it quickly, but it doesn't go over that hard. :| It's sorta quick or kinda like a mist, not like anything bad.

Dreams

It's hard to remember them all. I think there were maybe 3. I slept another separate time, too.

The most important dream was I guess I was at another school where a famous person taught a class, Ellen DeGeneres. I was hanging around before the class would start, maybe the next day or in a few hours. I kept going up and talking to her, don't remember what, like chitter chattering to cheer her up, trying to get close to her, in ways. It was very proper, nothing weird. I think she was doing more than one program, too.

Another dream, I think a boy who was related to someone I was having carry me, and it seemed to ruin it for other experiences, for some reason. I kept wanting to be stimulated and stuff. The boy didn't want to. I held through like it wouldn't change anything for me, like I do with most things. It was kinda fun sometimes but not always. I was sorta being dragged around. Then, it was time to go. In this dream, I was with my family. Also, I remember a very tall lady, like 5'8", a little fat, kinda rounded, with dark sorta ruffled hair like totally carrying me and stuff. I'm not sure why I keep having these dreams. It's nice to "get it out" that way. I think the dream with Tim Burton, while a more premature dream, was a nicer one, properly speaking.