Monday, September 10, 2012

Twitter

I guess I'm timid around some people on Twitter, so don't bother getting into me.

True, I will post, probably, maybe more soon, even.  :)

Nothing Interesting to Do

but eat and sleep.

I guess I'll hope I'm awake during the day sometime tomorrow so I can apply to an agency.

I think if I go to school I have to live on campus.  I don't really want to go anywhere.

Right Away

Being popular should come naturally.

My Life

So, shouldn't people be allowed to do whatever they want?

I don't really like picking at things that aren't there.

I feel that my life is like at a standstill, but so is others's.  It's certainly become more organized.  It's also too bad I went to the mental hospital, but that's not the worst of it.  Well, maybe.  :p

Americans

Did you notice a lot of Americans do "whatever you say" trying to look innocent and then feel at ease?

I can pretty much justify my actions and reactions.

Things for Others

Did you notice suddenly some things are reserved for some people that are rather bizarre that you'd like to try?

Dream

I think the other eradicating animal was a timid yet forward in a way furry ball, kinda brownish.  I was kinda solid and in charge.

My Lips

My lips are kinda puffy but maybe always are.

Tim Burton

I wonder if Tim Burton's daughter and Helena Bonham Carter will be at the Frankenweenie premieres.

Well, I think it would be nice, but it would probably take his attention away from others, whereas I know with other people it wouldn't.  Johnny Depp is with Amber Heard, and she seems to be having a reserve with him somehow, though it seems Helena Bonham Carter with Tim Burton is nice like a family and all.  I think it's nice when famous people interact with others like that, but like I know it changes things in the end.  They have reasons for doing things.  I just hope they're the desired reasons, in the end.  If not, then I guess you have to do something else about it later.

Still, it will still be the premiere and the same people involved will be there and it'll probably get posted on YouTube.  :)

Tim Burton

I just meant the whole world is hyped over him and other people like him.  I took a long break from looking into him and am kinda hyped over him at the present.

Tim Burton

No one seems to be more open online.

Tim Burton's Daughter

What do you think of the idea|fact we all know his daughter squeals in joy at the fact that she can see Tim Burton maybe almost every day and I guess is rich and famous and that other people don't and she realizes a lot of people would like to and that she isn't like I dunno some certain way I can't describe.

My Nose

My nose was set up for tragedy.  It was as wide as it should be.

I was sleeping at an office, and when I came out my nose was bigger.  I felt disturbed by the noise, from one worker there.

My Lips

Also, somehow my aunt knew I was upset and talked to me but I wasn't upset with her and I felt self-conscious about my lips in a picture.  Now, I saw her talk to me again, and it came back.  That's so obsessive, but I suppose I'm left with no choice but to fight through it for some reason, not as bad as before.  It was quite a big deal..

Help!

I enjoy posting online, and ever since I thought someone was acting like they wanted me to call them the "n" word, but not in a more painful way, people have been weird around me, like they know.  I didn't tell anyone for awhile.

Anyway, when I go to use the clock, I think of my grandma about "time" and it's super-annoying to live like that.  I don't think of anyone every time I look at something even if it's a picture of them.

LEAVE ME ALONE!

Will they quit?  What's the problem?

Finally Off?

I thought I was finally off something.

My parents quit doing things by the day somehow.  I wonder why it came back.  They figured it was useless to keep doing it.  I just won't start, again, thinking in that mindset.  They seem to be buffering it.  You know, no one cares about them.

Who thinks thinking is all about judging others too harshly?

The Day

I was gonna go somewhere but may stay home.  Maybe, I'll go back to sleep or go online.

Stimulation

I don't literally want some people to think of one day stimulating me in a certain way in a funny way, but I do want to have a relationship with them, especially at least now.

Violent Thoughts

I'm still feeling bad about my violent thoughts.  They were sorta like a mist above me, I just sorta went crazy at a certain thought, that I'd have to keep waiting to be on good terms with my parents because of a thought that came to my mind.  They just won't stop, it seems, since this certain incident.  They weren't graphic, just sorta a reaction.  It seems people understand and wouldn't want to be in my position.  They might be more equipped in ways with how to judge their behavior.

I think the risk is going away of me doing this again as vividly.  I would get mad if I was able to become stimulated in a way I don't want to be and by someone I don't want to have stimulate me, at least not like that nor in the same attempt at how I've interacted with others, at least not at this time.